Supposed to finish up my presentations today, but instead, Dota and Fifa ruled my day. . .spent 3 rounds of Dota straight after waking up, wow, damned good way to start the day huh? ? ? But damned, quitters ruining the games. . .ZzZ. if ya quitting halfway through. . .might as well don't play! ! ! Damned. . .then my father's turn to make my blood boil. . .always messing up with my stuff, making it difficult for me to retrieve them, damned damned damned, argh, enough of it. . .sick and tired of it. . .irritating bugger. . .wanted to read on the book of astronomy, but somehow, it ain't the right mood to absorb in any data. . .spent the time on Fifa before finally hitting the showers and dinner. . .wow, long time since I entered IRC Korea. . .nothing's change there, at least still a source open for me to get my mp3s. . .got Jang Nara's 4th album finally and this group's single, [First Kiss] by Kis Five. . .now waiting for Kang Ta's 3rd album, then here I go again, leeching! ! ! Muahaha. . .chatted in IRC for sometime before Fifa occupied me. . .then back here for a post and of course, wait for the downfall of Chelsea. . .opps, 2nd half starting, gotta sign off. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Back from work, aww, joints aching even before I started work. . .hmm, probably had exterted abit too much during football early in the morning. . .Poo Hee asked me to join him and his band friends for football, since its long time I met him, might as well join. . .well, told him that I wanted to warmup early, but duh, made him waiting. . .opps, hehe. . .well, wondered when was the last time I played at the Deyi court. . .seems more mysterious to me now, probably spolit by the court opposite Bishan Park. . .well, gotta see how I adapt to it. . .hmm, weather don't look friendly from the moment I woke up. . .White and dull, signs of dark clouds and possible rain. . .and true enough, it rained. . .as usual, heck weather, play on. . .and ohh, at least didn't have much problems shooting in the smaller Deyi court, at least my shots didn't went flying over the barrier. . .when match got started, ZzZ, its not that I want to bad mouth people, but, damned, those band guys were going for BOTH the ball AND the LEGS. . .at least I didn't erupted after going through these hard kicks and knocks. . .damned, their highly aggressive style is irritating. . .aww my legs -.- didn't have much space also for me to pull my stunts. . .ZzZ. . .then before I can do something, rain came and we have to abandon. . .guess what we did while it was raining out there? ? ? We did our style of Nike's Total 90 advertisement! ! ! Lolx. . .hahaha. . .those band people left, hmm, wondered, they came for what? ? ? Duh, at least didn't much people to compete. . .hehehe. . .then we went back after weather turned fine. . .wow, skiing football. . .grounds wet. . .goals-wise, well, only 3. . .all in a game. . .and that's it, quite low to me. . .argh. . .rather hit 1 goal per game rather than hit 3 at one go then that't it. . .damned crap. . .then ended around noon before grabbing lunch and headed home for showers. . .

Aww, aching joints, wondered, how to finish work. . .phew, managed to get going during operation hours. . .and I lost count of the hot plated I brought into the kitchen. . .and my hands were slowly drained off by the constant hauling of the hot plates. . .almost had my butterfly toppled, but thank goodness, it didn't. . .almost full house, 3 tables empty due to reservation, but where they went to? ? ? Never appeared. . .hmm, now thinking more on working like what I did while waiting for poly entry. . .vacation's nearing, well, will want to make full use of the time to clock longer working hours. . .probably now I don't mind working 4 days, hmm, cash strapped now. . .gotta pump hours to get extra. . .

And I realised, what the hell was I doing? ? ? I had already lost a friend due to this stupid mindset of mine, and I ain't gonna let it repeat again! ! ! Argh! ! ! But slowly and unknowningly, I will let history repeat itself. . .well, now that I realised it. . .I must think how to salvage it! ! !Damned me. . .sighz. . .always cast a barrier in front of me in this situation. . .sighz. . .now, mind confused, thoughts running on full speed, Christ, wonder how will I get my precious sleep when my mind's up and running. . .come on, time to take action, useless to think and think without making it happen. . .argh. . .damned. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Lazy to update now. . .not that I don't want to, but laziness caught up with me hard nowadays. . .ok, go straight to the point. . .damned the weather, wanted to observe last night, but only to be disappointed by the weather, as usual. . .now, weather also don't look good at the moment, guess that, only look at moon for today. . .this morning, gotten up by 6, but fell asleep again. . .woke up at 8, hmm gone case for thermo class, ZzZ, wondered how many lectures I skipped. . .didn't want to get too involved for football, but in the end, lolx, too engrossed, perspiring like hell, lucky played with top off, at least ain't that worse. . .now slacking in clubhouse, awaiting night to fall. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hmm, not been updating heh. . .well, since now I'm in lab, might as well do some updates. . .Maybe leaving my hair there will be better than what happened for the past few days -.- Had it cut on Thursday, then on Friday, played football in campus. . .And I almost triggered a brawl. . .All thanks to those 2 assholes, wanna play physical? ? ? Well, I obligued and they weren't happy about it and wanted to whack me, damned assholes, good thing I didn't own a tripod yet, or else I would have swung it hard towards their head. . .Then during astro session, didn't had the CG5 pointed towards north and had problems balancing the C8. . . -.- wierd happenings? ? ? Duh. . .then on Sunday night, ZzZ, had keyed in 'Weekday' instead of 'Weekend' ! ! ! Holy SHIT! ! ! But managed to top up the balance. . .phew. . .what was I doing? ? ? Argh. . .

Yesterday, got back marks for electronics. . .guess what? ? ? 11/100 for theory and 32/100 for practical, wow, well done man. . .As time approaches 1700, mind was not in mood for studies. . .wanted to get ready for football straight after school. . .well, got people there already at the court, but never mind, started off to some shots before the guys there got in me into matches. . .wow, now playing more into 'Bergkamp' role. . .Setting up chances instead of finishing them. . .Hmm, think should train more on my passes and awareness. . .hehehe, simply love the way a simple pass cracks open the defence. . .hehehe. . .err, gotta do CAD, signing off now. . .wee, movie after class, and long due. . .hahaha. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Back from gathering at Fish & Co. . .ohh man, must get use to spurging cash on meals. . .$30 for my food there o.o Thought Breeks' pricing quite steep already. . .duh. . .spent like 30 minutes for our tables and miscommunications comes in as we only booked tables for 20 but there were like 27 arrived. . .staff there seemed pissed by the extra people that added on to the tables. . .duh. . .but food there seriously good, and I almost struggled to finished up mine. . .had stuffed in calamari, fish & chips and latte, ohh still full now though itching to chew on something. . .

Must learn more about the night skies already, hmm, must remember how to find the M objects also, probably through banging the star charts hard. . .too bad no cash, or else would splash on D70. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

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Hmm. . .got back some test scripts back. . .well, so far all passes. . .but first failure will sure be electronics. . .hahaha. . .suprisingly, scored 88 for CAD practical despite missing out on tutorial, not listening to lectures. . .wow. . .hehe. . .had mad rush on 'Battleship' map in FT, weehee. . .so fun. . .at least better than Dota for now. . .

Wednesday's first class for me starts at 0800, meaning that I gotta get my ass on the bus by 0700. . .guess what? ? ? I woke up minutes before 0700 -.- and within 30 minutes, got my ass on the bus already. . .but duh, late. . .good thing lecturer didn't screamed at my late arrival. . .phew. . .thermofluids, argh. . .think gonna crash course with David Phua. . .or else got problems. . .almost lost my admin card and EZ-Link in library today. . .good thing recovered back. . .phew. . .or else gonna lose $70 plus. . .hmm, must get my hands on Photoshop Elements and CS. . .then learn through SLR & DSLR cameras by heart. . .hehehe, gonna be a mad shutterbug once I get my hands on a DSLR. . .hehehe. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Err, on a run of short sleeping hours now. . .slept around 1230 then waking up at 0400 for Arsenal game, ohh gosh, back to squareone again. . .was thinking of getting long sleeping hours. . .but now, argh. . .yesterday, well, tests for first 4 hours of school in new term -.- It will be a miracle if I didn't flopped at Electronics badly. . .still in holiday mood. . .went to train up my shooting. . .ohh gosh, long time since been in a soccer court, had funny and wierd contact with the ball as I whacked in the shots. . .realized that my righty's swinging movement aren't that smooth as my lefty. . .probably why my righty totally suck at taking long balls from ground. . .and time to spend more time playing regularly, or else gonna have hard time finding the touch back. . .got home and whacked straight for anime OSTs and got some Gundam Seed Destiny singles and Love Hina seeds! ! ! Just whacked straight. . .hahaha. . .tried this FT map. . .battleships. . .lolx. . .ohh gosh, my team was simply owning the game. . .lolx! ! ! We were using level 1 ships but we banged hard on enemies' more costly ships! ! ! But game got cut off. . .not sure what the hell my adaware was doing -.- anyway, spent the time renaming the songs before taking a short winker before the game. . .

Hey, guess what? ? ? Been listening to Gundam Seed OST and realized that this singer, Tamaki Nami has really nice vocals. . .woot! ! ! Lolx. . .relax, she ain't the second BoA. . .hahaha, wouldn't charge for her stuff straight like what I did for BoA. . .opps. . .lolx. . .but seriously, she really sings well and her age is only 17 this year o.0 Haha, enough of bullshitting here. . .go blast my winamp with her songs. . .wee. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, err, seems like this word 'well' keeps popping out. . .ok, last 2 days, out for 1o hours, on a long house-visits which were mostly on the west side. . .train rides also kills man, no concession for poly students. . . -.- never mind that. . .had good and fun time, at least something nice to lighten the lousy CNY I had so far. . .hmm, maybe should bring along a portable HDD or some big storage man, lolx, drooling over the Macross Zero Nick has in his com. . .lolx. . .Today went also, ohh man, once they starts the poker, ohh man, Sam keep psycho me to join in. . .duh. . .haha, but had fun with the jokes. . .gosh, been having fun till forgetting the fact that its test time. . .2 tests awiting later on and haven't studied at all, well, outcome is already known, no need to guess. . .and it's Valentine's already, well, sighz. . .wished... ... ...well, least say something. . .for my friends who are attached out there, enjoy your time with your loved ones. . .

Well, head off to sleep or continue stoning? ? ? Haiz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, lazy to post anything recently. . .CNY, well, very quiet affair and boring. . .supposed to work for 2 days but due to poor sales, I was released for off. . .cash-strapped already and that missing 2 days of work ain't doing any good. . .ang bao cash ain't hoping much luck. . .my relatives didn't turned rich overnight, don't ever hope of fat ang baos in it. . .study break with CNY holidays, crap. . .wonder how the hell I push for studies. . .ZzZ. . .

Su told me of his problem, and ohh gosh, similar to mine. . .wonder how to help him when I cant even think of good solutions to solve mine. . .haiz. . .later starting on a long house-visit, well mainly at west, haha, at least explore these areas. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, at least I post something before disconnecting my lappy and head off to Tampines. . .sighz. . .CNY 2005, so far, days leading to 9 February hasn't been very smooth sailing for me. . .once again, I let myself down over that matter after some serious thought. . .now thinking should I forget about it and get on or renew the challenge. . .and my heart says the latter is the option for me. . .sighz. . .

And, wondered how many times already so far this year, frequent clashes with my half-assed brain dad. . .grrr. . .intent on making me to throw something at him. . .if not for the fact that he's my dad, I would have probably send him to ICU ages ago. . .grrr. . .such pathetic state my house is in. . .least the thing I can do is that, sorry, please leave my house out of the visits. . .wouldn't want to 'showcase' the loose nut in the house. . .

Pointless to go around and make visits to relatives, good thing that I am down for work. . .at least got some cash to earn, rather than showing a charcoal face in house visits. . .

Chinese New Year, FUCK IT! ! !

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, not sure how to piece my thoughts together, but right now, I am feeling down, lack of drive for serious work. . .been occupying my laptop, trying to keep me away from wild thoughts. . .ZzZ. . .well. . .seems that so far in my 18 years of life, from what I have observed, I, always ignore the warnings and go ahead with it, often, ends up in undesired consequences. . .only after the unhappy or sad moments, I realised where I have gone wrong. . .but its always too late for me to correct. . .now, maybe after this, hopefully there ain't anymore similar incidents again. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, I said I will post my boots' pictures up. . .here goes. . .


Above: My new Total 90III boots. . .beautiful isn't it? ? ? Silver chrome scheme. . .near perfect. .


Above: Why its near perfect, not perfect. . .darn the red circle. . .full silver chrome rocks man. . .


Above: Total 90III Air Max Total 365. . .almost think that its another pair of boots? ? ? Nah, its a sports shoe, except it got designs from Total 90III. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Didn't realise that this bloggy wasn't updated yesterday. . .ZzZ. . .too tired to think. . .went through another overnight session, weehee. . .had fun manning the C8 on my own. . .weehee. . .seen Saturn and Jupiter with 7.5mm eyepiece! ! ! Weehee. . .so beautiful! ! ! ZzZ. . .last night was an overnight session, but wondered where the hell did the rest of the year-1s went to. . .simply vanished from thin air. . .ZzZ. . .never mind, at least can use the scope for longer periods! ! ! Muahaha. . .

Hmm, had some talk with Lee Ming regarding that matter, well, seems like odds are against me. . .but I ain't gonna be put off. . .thinking of asking her out soon to clear the air. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

ZzZ. . .past day feeling quite down, seen the gay fuck manure whacked us, then for my whole 'title chase' there seems to be some problem from what I conclude. . .well, time to open up more instead of keeping it to myself. . .this very bad habit of mine, well, gotta change it, or else, it aint doing any good in now and future. . .

Yesterday went to get a new pair of boots. . .and damned fuck. . .guess what? ? ? New colour schemes popped up suddenly for the Total 90III boots and the Air Max 365. . . -.- brrr. . .got the Total 90III again, but its silver scheme this time and I aint using it for work anymore. . .must preserve and take care of it. . .got a shoe bag as well, its a Arsenal shoe bag plus a new pair of socks. . .maybe later after my shift, I take some shots of my boots and paste it here. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Found this phrase, quite interesting to me. . .

"Key to unlock a girl's heart is an unexpected gift at a unexpected time. . ."

What ya think? ? ?

--~^kEnBoA^~

Thought today gonna be one hell of a day, well, it didn't. . .first, woke up at 0600, slacked for a while before waking up. . . waked up, got my coffee then packed up my stuff before hitting the showers. . .got down to board the bus. . .3 74s came at the same time. . . -.- took 1 then proceeded to finish up the OC presentation thingy. . .ZzZ. . .reached school, lecturer on MC and Ril knew after he reached school. . .ZzZ. . .I can 2 more hours of extra sleep! ! ! ZzZ. . .then spent the extra time slacking. . .damned, electronics practical must touch on the theory part. . . -.- for all I know, its gone case. . .lunch time, got down to FC4. . .hmm, chances that I hit hattrick with right foot aren't less than bumping onto her. . . -.- furthermore, next table. . .ZzZ. . .argh. . .heck her, since I have someone else, whatever she do aint my business anymore. . . And wtf was I trying to do when I started the racist joke crap? ? ? Ended up the whole group laughing ridiculariously loud. . . -.- shall not elaborate. . . quite embrassing. . . -.- Cant stay long, headed off to next class. . .finally finishing a maths test with ease. . . then slacked for the rest of the class time. . .and damned, my urge for a new headset getting strong. . .tried to get ACW to get it but couldn't. . .decided to go Sim Lim after school. . .wow man, good thing I picked the right class for my programming. . .lolx. . .mad bunch of guys there, lolx. . .imagine the chaos they created at every class they attended. . .lolx. . .finished programming, got down to clubhouse, awaiting people to collect forms for the activity. . .ZzZ. . .no one came and argh. . .headed to Sim Lim. . .trip took 1 hour. . .ZzZ. . .and the aircon almost froze my nose. . . -.- reached Sim Lim, and ohh man, took a hell of a time looking for my desired headset. . .looked and looked before finally got one at $36. . .nice effects from the bass. . .haha, but its clip on, and with my current hair length. . . -.- troublesome. . . working later at night as buffet. . .haha, at least not touching floor. . .ZzZ. . .but only 2 working days. . .argh. . .gotta sleep. . .got CAD test. . .ZzZ. . .wanna know what's CAD? ? ? Its complete absolute dumbness. . . -.-

--~^kEnBoA^~