Well, not sure how to piece my thoughts together, but right now, I am feeling down, lack of drive for serious work. . .been occupying my laptop, trying to keep me away from wild thoughts. . .ZzZ. . .well. . .seems that so far in my 18 years of life, from what I have observed, I, always ignore the warnings and go ahead with it, often, ends up in undesired consequences. . .only after the unhappy or sad moments, I realised where I have gone wrong. . .but its always too late for me to correct. . .now, maybe after this, hopefully there ain't anymore similar incidents again. . .

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