Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Been lazy regarding this bloggy of mine. . .heh, got mood and mindset for work and anime, but reagarding thi blog, heh, damned, like what I had done to my studies all these while. . .hmm, results going to released soon, probably ain't expect to do well, afterall, I am reowned for flopping papers now, instead of flying through like what I had in Deyi. . .enough of pathetic studies now. . .grr. . .now day in day oupaycheck awaiting me but then, at what price? Wrecked body? Missed time with friends? Damned. . .t, doing the same things for 6 days now, not that I am complaining, but, somehow, maybe its my body, starting to feel the strains. . .never had been in such schedule which lasts 7 day in a row. . .end of the day, fat pay check, but at what price? Wrecked body? Friends neglected? Damned. . .

Then again, with the fat check, probably I will embark on a wild shopping spree. . .first off with my mobile. . .this 6610 of mine is absolutely crap at times. . .shutting itself down for no apparent reason. . .and being the first generation colour mobile, time has probably call on it already. . .browsed some Nokia mobiles, and found out that 3230, woo, specs looks attractive. . .but the dimensions. . .er. . .heck it. . .that's what I did with my lappy. . .2.8kg for a power packed lappy. . .hehehe, gonna follow that trend for my new mobile as well. . .$598 for that. . .heh, gonna packed my work schedule for that. . .

Thought that I can use this holidays to think through what I had done for this past year in poly and what is my purpose in life. . .probably too early to think of that? Heh, its me that I am talking here so, its my right to think about that. . .think I gonna need to be alone in a peaceful environment for that. . .simply can't think through properly at home. . .haiz. . .

Probably not interested in getting myself involved with City Harvest in the first place, but I wondered how I agreed to a trip to a session at CHC. . .and ohh man, $2 for a ride there, and stuffed pack with people. . .err, B4-L4. . .ohh mine. . .B4, large auditorium and its like a freaking TV studio, cameras were there to film worshippers. . .started off with songs, as expected, what can they sing in a prayer session? ? ? Then got on to something like bible studies, but damned, simply hates it when the pastor keeps saying animals are created by God for men to have dominon on. . .come on, get a life. . .shall not divulge further into that. . .grr, now that my contact details were given to them, now, probably they gonna get me in for more sessions. . .ohh, how in the hell I got myself involved with CHC? ? ?

Shall end for now, mind and body starts to shut down. . .

Erm, before I end, gotta thank someone, well, heh, probably without that situation, I probably wouldn't had survived Saturday's full house at Seoul Garden. . .Sorry that I can't help to resolve it but I do wanna say 'Arigatou Gozaimas!'

-~^kenneth0601. . .^~


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