Since I have nothing to do now, might as well do some updates. . .ohh well, my recent short sleeping hours gonna kill me. . .been sleeping through my alarms now, holy shit. . .and in school, even drawing through lectures wouldn't help, simply too worn down by the lack of sleeping hours. . .wonder what's with this week. . .2 nights shifts I had, both having busy nights, ohh man, but hopefully that's the case regularly, making the management re-think about paying us till 2200 only. . .4 weeks past school, now problems starts to creaking out by themselves. . .maths, mechanics, circuit theory, oh my. . .maths are probably worse off for me. . .still don't understand what differtiation is. . .damned, too think I had to take fundamental maths twice. . .well, how far can I go? Mechanics, oh well, screw that lecturer. . .annoying repeatition of phrases like "Yes or no?", "Are you clear?" dumbass. . .what's more? His slang is simply too much for my brain to register. . .today, probably worse hours I had in poly. . .for 2 hours, nothing was registered inside my head. . .in short, I was thinking of some matters that been seems disturbing to me in recent days. . .not anime or football, but. . .well, if I didn't succeed, heh, stupid me for my slow move. . .no one else to blame except myself for this mess I created. . .simply can't imagine how will I react if that really happens. . .well, but then, my highly optimistic side of me still thinks that I can do it. . .hopefully this phrase will really be my light. . ."Little faith + action = Big results. . ." good thing regarding cell group and services, sources of enlightenments. . .shall stop here, head getting blank now. . .
--~^kenneth0601. . .^~
Saturday, June 25, 2005
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Time for some updates. . .ohh man. . .1 week, 7 days everyone has. . .but for me. . .everyday, there sure is some commitments that will have me occupied. . .though all these are what I had got them. . .work, astro, church and now. . .life arts. . .wow, already packed with all these commitments. . .not to mention on going lessons as well. . .ohh man. . .ohh man, whatever, so far, things still running smooth but somehow I am sure it ain't be this way through this semester. . .I had been running on low sleeping hours for months already and if this goes on, things aren't looking good for my body. . .probably time to ask for an extra day off on Sunday for me to ZzZ through and recharge. . .and also, I realized that since when was the last time I had outing? Ohh man, fully packed up schedule I have every week. . .time to sit down and pick out a day or two for relaxation. . .whichs means off days from work. . .gotta shower, off for work till night. . .
--~^kenneth0601. . .^~
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Finally realised that its time for updates here. . .
Well, so far, things aren't that smoothing sailing as I want it to be. . .short sleeping hours thanks to 0800 classes from Monday to Thursday. . .cocked up time-table I would say, though I had to shoulder partly of the blame for why I had it. . .but damned, its simply tiring given that I had 4 workings days along with school, church and other stuff. . .though I may have quite an amount of cash. . .but in the end of the day, what do I had to trade off for? ? ? Football? Friends? Damned. . .and I wondered when was the last time I had outing with friends. . .damned. . .and with these longer hours clocked at work, surely, conflicts sure to rise. . .clashes with church activity or astro activity. . .ohh God. . .had missed first astro session thanks to work plus some committee meetings as well. . .cursed. . .and tomorrow another meeting in commencing and I had to sit out of it. . .damned. . .wondered did I really keep my word regarding placing astro above others well. . .damned. . .Had wanted to change phone earlier on this month. . .but, Singtel haven't offered 6230i. . .cursed. . .not wanting to jump on it fast, so I stayed away from signing with Starhub and M1. . .hopefully by end of this month, Singtel offers it. . .
Last week, I had a hell of a time, classes starting at 0800 mixed along with night shifts and clashes with Emerge conference which ends even as late as night shifts plus the long trip from Boon Lay back to Ang Mo Kio, ohh man, body really worn out. . .then had been talking for long time on Friday night but forgot to quench my thrist. . .woke up on Saturday with slight sore throat. . .and little did I know that it will develops and almost got fever as well. . .had to miss church servive to grab rest at home. . .stayed up online before slamming panadols down me and slept. . .phew, thank God that I didn't overslept. . .got to work just in time for opening. . .and should have known it better. . .NO BROWNIES WITH MY SORE THROAT! ! ! Crap, that probably worsened it even further. . .got home, simply stoning most of the time. . .not sure what to do. . .not that I don't want to take out my notes to revise but my home is ain't my studyplace. . .it simply sucks as a 'santuary' for studying. . .instead, spent time scouring through anime stuff. . .still pissed with the way Freedom went down at the hands of Shinn. . .duh. . .finally time to sleep. . .ZzZ. . .after endless nagging that is. . .
Thousand curses. . .why in the hell my EZ-Link can go missing again?! Argh! ! ! Already on a tight spending this month and this is what I least desired. . .missing EZ-Link. . .another $80 gone. . .damned! ! ! Already 2 weeks past in school, so far more or less, getting more able to take in well now. . .but still, wondering how in the hell I can be yawning. . .probably due to short sleeping hours I am getting now. . .now main objective for this semester is to clear everything in one sweep! ! ! No more forwarding! ! !
Enough for now. . .
--~^kenneth0601. . .^~
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
Actually wanted to update on Monday, after my first day of school. . .but, forgot it somehow and ended up updating now, in the midst of duty of manning booth! ! ! Hahaha. . .well, screwed up timetable I have. . .thought my timetable haven't been up yet, so, went off to get the booth up first. . .finally got booth up, and ohh man, wondered what's happening to me. . .mouth getting dried up fast after speaking to 3 or 4 groups of freshies. . .and what good location we had. . .on my left, Campus Crusade, in front, entreprneurs, back, pipers and guitarlists. . .what good mix of noise pollution I have. . .curses. . .and talking loud ain't my speciality. . .damned, simply made my job even harder. . ..anyway, more or less done. . .next stop was to confirm my timetable. . .cursed, thought could have layed it out myself, but no. . .I got a fixed timetable out. . .which is quite ridiculous in a sense. . .Thursday, on odd weeks, I ending at 1500. . .and a 3 hour break from 1000-1300. . .even weeks? Well, only go for 0800-1000 GEM class. . .and only 1 GEM for me this semester. . .curses. . .and by the time all my timetable shit crap is done. . .its already 1500, 2 more hours, and I gotta head down for work. . .shit crap, before work start, I am alreadt dead beat from the hauling of stuff, walking and 'attracting'. . .then thought it ain't getting worse also. . .thought could have end the night early, but still, 3 guests walked in. . .cursed, which I confirmed, they ain;t leaving till 2230 earliest. . .and true enough. . .they really left at 2230. . .damned. . .0800 classes for me from Monday to Thursday! ! ! If this goes on, my body gonna be in total wreck. . .been setting up booth since then and ohh man, now arms starting to ache a little . . .so far, classes still ok. . .
For tomorrow, wanted to go for sesssion, but damned, somehow, tomorrow, my workplace, about half can't work at night?! What in the blue freaking hell. . .good thing that I had my timetable handed to mdm with everything stated, hopefully that will be the first and the last. .cursed. . .not even the fact that I got a pay rise and promotion will shroud tomorrow's missed session. . .
Probably can't wait till Saturday, hopefully, if things goes well, heh, out goes my 6610 and in comes 6230i. . .
Slacking off now, waiting for closing and head out for cell group. . .
--~^kenneth0601. . .^~
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