Since I have nothing to do now, might as well do some updates. . .ohh well, my recent short sleeping hours gonna kill me. . .been sleeping through my alarms now, holy shit. . .and in school, even drawing through lectures wouldn't help, simply too worn down by the lack of sleeping hours. . .wonder what's with this week. . .2 nights shifts I had, both having busy nights, ohh man, but hopefully that's the case regularly, making the management re-think about paying us till 2200 only. . .4 weeks past school, now problems starts to creaking out by themselves. . .maths, mechanics, circuit theory, oh my. . .maths are probably worse off for me. . .still don't understand what differtiation is. . .damned, too think I had to take fundamental maths twice. . .well, how far can I go? Mechanics, oh well, screw that lecturer. . .annoying repeatition of phrases like "Yes or no?", "Are you clear?" dumbass. . .what's more? His slang is simply too much for my brain to register. . .today, probably worse hours I had in poly. . .for 2 hours, nothing was registered inside my head. . .in short, I was thinking of some matters that been seems disturbing to me in recent days. . .not anime or football, but. . .well, if I didn't succeed, heh, stupid me for my slow move. . .no one else to blame except myself for this mess I created. . .simply can't imagine how will I react if that really happens. . .well, but then, my highly optimistic side of me still thinks that I can do it. . .hopefully this phrase will really be my light. . ."Little faith + action = Big results. . ." good thing regarding cell group and services, sources of enlightenments. . .shall stop here, head getting blank now. . .

--~^kenneth0601. . .^~