Finally bothered to came up here to post. . .busy with mugging books, anime, A3. . .last week of school, exams extremely near, few days away. . .now charging hard at electronics. . .need to score 50/100 to obtain total of 40% for the module. . .which my lecturer say its the passing mark. . . -.- at least have a go for it. . .don't wanna see electronics again. . .which brought me into this thought. "Damned, should I go for DME?". Afterall, mechanical stuff gets in my head more easily than electronics would. . .now shall layout my options before submitting the transfer form. . .now loss of words. . .thoughts flooding my mind. . .sighz. . .not that I am cracking up, but I feel now, there isn't a drive inside me to push up. . .probably that drive is there during my football time. . .ZzZ. . .probably end this post for now. . .so far, no good stuff after all these days. . .

--~^kenneth0601^~

Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to present you. . .version 2 of my blog! ! ! Finally time for me to change the layout. . .hahaha. . .spent 5 minutes browsing through before finally landing this skin. . .editing it was a chore. . .wanted to have my dark background back, but repeated attempts were futile. . .just have to make do with this. . .heh, and I gotta edit recent posts so that the colours don't clash. . .spent too much time in "Seed" and "Destiny", thus the reason to find a skin related to them. . .probably I will change the banner picture. . .still can't find a good picture of Freedom Gundam. . .

Yesterday was simply pissing. . .damned Jon and Rezzi, should have got that bitch to have their marks slashed. . .wanted to present the work and that's will be it for Idea, but they chose to disappear and I gotta go back next week to present?! What the hell is this bullshit?! Aren't they want to finish this as soon as possible?! Damned, what classmates I have. . .then for work, damned ass China bitch. . .wait for a while for order to be taken also cannot. . .what the hell, idiot China bitch. . .thanks man, my impression of China 'improved'. . .now I can't wait for China to screw up big time. . .damned. . .

Wanted to sleep for longer hours, but went for football, aww, now as usual, strains here and there. . .was thinking of going for movie, but better than I rest. . .been through a week of tiring days. . .sleeping hours insufficient also. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Wierd thinkings and dreams been running through my head recently. . .and prompts me to post somehthing here. . .exams are nearing, and I told myself to make use of these 2 weeks to buck up and go all the way. . .seems that I had go all the way for anime. . .damned. . .where's my iron will that's with me during Deyi days? ? ? Sighz. . .think gonna repeating modules yet again for this stage. . .now thinking what to do after posting this up. . .sleep or stuck on my seat, thinking what to do next? ? ? Haiz. . .supposed to finish the presentation for the idiotic Idea module, but till now, what I have is still the skeleton, far from the finished product. . .ZzZ. . .now suddenly pops up this question inside my head. . .'What's your purpose in your life now?' Not sure how I ever think of that. . .but, this questions sets me back and thinking. . .haiz. . .probably like "Destiny's" Athrun, still searching the answer to the question. . .maybe. . .haiz. . .probably gotta stop behaving normally already. . .deep inside me, is a severely wrecked mind. . .keeping the damaged parts away from sight, possibly rejecting aid as well. . .haiz. . .that's is just so me. . .hiding my feelings deep within me, not willing to show it out. . .but what I gain in the end? ? ? Haiz. . .shall not divulge further. . .think I shall hit the sacks. . .tiring day I had so far. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Woohoo. . .hahaha, had enjoyed the tournament yesterday. . .though we didn't reach the semis but as a whole, we had fun. . .in a group of 8, we got 3rd, won 4, drew once and lost twice. . .scored 10, conceded 6. . .actually, that is quite of a feat, given that its the first time the team played together and we were facing quality opponents. . .wow, cheers 'Arsenal Red'! ! !

For the tournament, what preparations I had. . .the night before, had night shift and it was Sir Ken's last day also, there was an little party after operations. . .ohh boy, Fye prepared something special for sir. . .went around the buffet counter, took a little from every container and mixed it up in a bucket. . .ohh man, try getting splashed by that. . .got 2 pails standby from what I seen. . .lolx. . .sir saw the pail, knew what we were planning. . .lolx. . .then ran around the outlet. . .lolx. . .didn't really knew what happened excatly, still finishing up the closing. . .when we were done, place is like cleaned up, as though nothing happened. . .but seen some food scraps lying around. . .ohh. . .probably its good that I am still doing closing. . .then had large pizzas. . .ohh boy, stuffed in 4 pieces. . .full up. . .later headed off to coffeshop for drinks and chat. . .chat chat and chat till 3am I think. . .ohh man, getting drowsy. . .tournament coming up. . .nice. . .got home, showered and intended on resting but fell asleep instead. . .holy shit. . .bad move. . .wanted to be up by 0600, overslept by 0700. . .lucky Jeff bombed my mobile, or else I wondere what time will I get up. . .quickly rushed preparations and only reached City Hall near 0800. . .ZzZ. . .better late than never. . .and duh, wondered why reach Siloso so early. . .got there, got people there already, but I think its after 0900 then the rest starts to arrive. . .ohh. . .quite a group for my side. . .senior and junior Gunners. . .lolx. . .2 teams. . .'Arsenal Red' and 'Wenger Boys'. . .and our kits. . .woot! ! ! Gunners jersey are the standard issue! ! ! As time approaches 1030, our first game. . .tension and excitements building up. . .afterall, in my 18 years of life and nearly a decade of football life, that was my debut tournament. . .soon enough, first game goes. . .against the Newcastle fanclub. . .ohh my, they seemed to be playing like a professional club, got a captain leading warm-ups and a manager there. . .ohh boy, we are in for a good time. . .indeed, we were in for a good time. . .2 goals down, team in a mess, 50-50 balls lost out. . .ended up losing 3-1. . .anyway, no complaints, we were outplayed. . .physically, they got the edge and technically too, afterall, they trained together. . .whereas for us, I suppose its the first time we play together as a team, communication were lacking, so are the passes. . .anyway, it wouldn't badly affect us. . .but for me, I was abit pissed with myself. . .cant do much to pull ourselves together. . .anyway, game end, resting time before next match. . .ohh nice, walkover. . .this team 'One Leg Kicking FC'. . .yah, they got 'One Leg Kicked' out of the tournament. . .got our first 'win'. . .meanwhile we tried to come out with strategy and tactics, 6 games left, chance there to reach top 2. . .but holy shit. . .

Next team we met, Southampton's fan club. . .we started off brightly but somehow luck wasn't on our side. . .I got sandwiched and had to go off to clean up my wound. . .soon after, the Saints break and got a goal. . .against the run of play! ! ! We were doing well, passes reaching the players, more possesion and importantly, more attacking play. . .but again, luck was not with us. . .their lead extended to 2 and dying moments, their 'keeper made a good save off my shot. . .was about to celebrate but his hands managed to parry it out somehow. . .good game for them and us. . .though we resent it later on. . . Again, break time for us to cool down and calm down. . .2L and a W isn't a good start to me. . .still waiting to break my duck. . .seen the French team demolishing teams at will. . .ohh boy, can't imagine that they were in the same group with us. . .anyway, waiting for our next match. . .wow, I am really too outdated for Sentosa. . .seems like its getting more fun and lively now. . .and entrance fee is quite cheap. . .hmm, probably hold an outing there? ? ?

Long time since enjoyed myself in such condition. . .woo. . .ok, next game up. . .ohh man, we started off brightly and I fired in shots after shots, but my vintage finish eluded me. . .but I wasn't ready to throw in the towel. . .finally broke the duck and ohh boy, what a nice feeling it was. . .soon, few more chances to wrap up, but missed. . .and almost costly as well. . .we conceded one near late. . .but somehow, we took the lead and desperate defending finally earned us the victory. . .no time to slack though, French team next. . . As usual, they dominated the proceedings. . .but thanks to our defence, we managed to shut them out and we almost grabbed the lead. . .I fired in a curling shot towards the bottom corner but it got parried out. . .2nd half also began like the first, but we managed to find more space to fire in shots. . .but ended up in a goaless draw. . .one thing though, we stopped the winning run and held them to a goaless draw! ! ! Woohoo! ! !

Haha. . .well, got an long break before next game, head off for lunch. . .and ohh boy, hungry even after gulped down an pack of fried rice. . .anyway, can't eat much, still got games coming up. . . Next up was this team made up of malays and indians. . .as usual, we started off brightly, but somehow, my finishing was off, 2 one on ones were off, and one of them cannon off the post. . .grr. . .good thing that Jeff whacked one in. . .or else I probably wouldn't forgive myself for missing those chances. . .crunch time. . .last game coming up. . .our opponents, apparently, Liverpool fans. . .and they were involved in some ugly scences earlier on. . .hmm, lets mess with their temper. . .true enough, their aggressive ways and temper seemed to paved way for us to have an easy time against them. . .by first half, 2 goals up for us. . .in second, as usual, we started off attacking. . .and damned, brought down hard. . .wanted to tell off that guy but I let it go, we were here for football, not brawl. . .got a freekick as well. . .I placed the ball, looked up at goal. . .soon after, whacked in a thunderbolt. . .sweet, sent that up in the top corner. . .and almost, I suffered recurring cramp in my left calf. . .I was taken off soon after my goal. . .apparently, they thought I was going to blow off. . .never mind, use that time to stretch my calf. . .lolx. . .Aeikost playing. . .hahaha. . .but he almost got a goal. . .wow. . .hahaha. . .soon back into action again, now trying to fend off their attacks to keep a third clean sheet in a row. . .aww. . .almost added a second goal for myself. . .grr. . .but never mind, the 4th goal came soon. . .and referee blew the whistle and as usual, handshakes being exchanged around. . .what a way to end our final game, 4 goals and a clean sheet. . .hehehe. . .

Waited eagerly for the final group standings. . .argh. . .missed out on the second spot. . .but overall, I enjoyed this experience of beach football. . .at last finally got a day to relax out in the sun instead of kept inside my house. . .since we were out, might as well pack up and head off for a well deserved rest. . .showered, bade farewells to my fellow Gunners and went off to fill our stomach. . .got off and Harbourfront, went to dine in at Mac. . .spent the time chatting then ok, road to home. . .argh. . .took bus home. . .and the journey seemed long. . .left Harborfront with skies still blue, reached home with skies dark already. . .ohh, 2030. . .nice. . .hahaha, reached home, both legs limping, sun burnt and extremely tired. . .managed to stuff in food. . .must be really tiring after all these fun out in the sun. . .hahaha. . .now I wished for more tournaments like these. . .hehehe. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally back here to post. . .actually wanted to post one entry yesterday, but simply too tired and couldn't be bothered then. . .date now is 19 March, holy shit. . .tomorrow gonna be a big day for me. . .playing in a tournament at Sentosa, and I gotta work later on after an overnight observation session at NYP?! Wow, it will be a miracle it I am still intact after tomorrow's tournament. . .

Hmm, papers nearing, gotta start revising or should I say, learning. . .afterall, wondered how many lectures were spent fooling around. . .gonna be a uphill task for electronics and thermofluids, since both are the first papers and importantly, lecturers taught in Greek. . .ZzZ. . .good thing that I stopped gaming for now, but anime heat took over. . .good thing I had Destiny covered, at least watching 1 episode per week for now. . .phewz, and less working days, at least more time there to finish up the loose ends. . .

Regarding to one of the posts inside my cbox. . .hmm, I ain't playing football in campus not in the near future. . .afterall, got free gym to use, I gonna use my long free times on Fridays and Wednesdays to do some workout and 2 rounds of jog around campus perimeter. . .good ways to build up strength and stamina. . .Mondays and Saturdays for football. . .hmm, more or less, an proper schedule. . .

Lastly, got post in the new SP Astro committee, quarter master, responsible for equipment, club property. . .anyway, shall not say more for now. . .now thinking of FO camp. . .haha, gonna have wierd ideas for the camp, now need to get people to help out in planning. . .

Hmm, that's all for now, gonna rest before heading off for work. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally back at home. . .ohh man, feels great. . .not because I am back home, but because of the fun I had during the time I spent there. . .though was wet on second day late morning to night throughout, but still, haha, enjoyable. . .

First night, wow, lights out only after 0330 hours. . .lolx. . .had the time from 1930 to then gathering, played some games before forming groups, stashing our stuff into bunk and so forth. . .shouldn't have surrendered my mobile. . .at least I still can dial a coke whenever I want to. . .hmm, let's start from my group. . .called 'Crimson', had our bands in red colour. . .and guess what? ? ? Our group flag was painted in red only! ! ! Simply style! ! ! There were 6 groups, they named themselves 'Pink Panther', 'Ori', 'Morphling', 'Hen Lei' and 'No Idea'. . .lolx. . .wierd names they got. . .Haha. . .later got this game, going around in campus searching for lightsticks and getting out of 'harm's way' at the same time. . .damned, the GPs were so 'timely'. . .popping out from nowhere, and screams followed. . .aww, my eardrums. . .my group went nearly in a circle, wanted to proceed up to childcare, only to find it declared 'danger zone' by GPs. . .then finally it got closed due to the dogs. . .ZzZ. . .we gotta find the lightsticks, avoid the GPs and 'devil' at the same time. . .what happened if bumped onto them? ? ? Haha, good luck, 1 lightstick to be taken plus 2 members to get tied up. . .duh. . .got around the campus, getting out of "harm's way" also, then got a loud scream again, off FC4. . .ZzZ. . .soon after, 'devil' appeared, obviously, we ran off only to have people falling down. . .ZzZ. . .good thing no one got seriously injured. . .but one girl, Pamela, got swollen toe. . .and I think from then on, lolx, the girls started to address him as 'fat devil'. . .lolx. . .then for the next 20 minutes, my group just hanged outside LT18. . .and ohh yah, where's medic. . .seems like there are medical equipment, but no one to apply them properly? ? ? -.- Anyway, not anything serious. . .soon, head back to SAC foyer. . .at last, shower time. . .but its like past 0300 and we are still up. . .ohh boy. . .finally got washed up. . .lolx, almost missed out my conditioner and shower foam. . .lolx. . .finally got them, listened to music for some while before finally hit the sacks. . .and ohh boy, mixed up sleeping bags. . .lolx. . .probably too tired already, cant differtiate other's sleeping bag. . .haha, at last, closed my eyes and head off to dreamland. . .but it aint be good sleeping experience. . .initially used my windbreaker as pillow, but gotta deploy that, getting cold, then just grabbed my jeans and shirt, folded them and used that as my pillow. . .thought end of problems. . .but, ZzZ. . .struggled to get asleep. . .plus the GPs, were annoying. . .creeping in, attempting to steal our flags. . .ZzZ. . .wished that I didn't hand over my mobile. . .damned. . .lastly, managed to get some sleep. . .

I think its already past 0800 when I got up, most of my fellow campers were getting ready to wash up. . .damned, hair got quite messed up, try sleeping with wet hair. . .ZzZ. . .head to clubhouse, woo, scopes back, Geoff was inside, banged the door to get him open. . .haha, very bad. . .but hell if I care. . .wanna ask how was the trip to NTU. . .seemed bad from him. . .left soon after, didn't want to disturb his sleep. . .gathered up in FC5, ready for breakfast, but, as usual, gotta have cheers before eating. . .ZzZ. . .eaten and supposed to be charged up for whole day of activities. . .started off with obstacle course. . .wow, my team got off to a flyer at the first game. . .though got wet and mud on shorts. . .haha, but the second, ZzZ. . .try hockey using cardboards and tennis ball. . .ZzZ. . .can't even whack in a hard grounder. . .lost 5-3. . .ZzZ. . .lastly, went off to final game, stepping on others' balloons while keeping your's intact. . .haha, my team was simply owning. . .haha. . .won the game eventually. . .argh. . .after obstacle course, phewz, approaching lunch time. . .finally some breather. . .food down stomach, stoning time starts. . .watched football at the field before finally report back. . .spent the next hour at least singing camp songs before getting started with the next game. . .'mini-treasure hunt' was next. . .yeah, 'mini' huh, duh. . .we gotta move around to according what the clues described. . .damned, stuck at first stop for like 20 minutes at least, and ohh man, that set our pace for the game. . .moved up and down, left and right. . .ZzZ. . .FC2 to plaza, to basketball court to plaza again, then T3, IDEA centre, T21, childcare centre, T11 before finally hit ending point. . .damned. . .with a hurt teammate, we had to stroll through. . .and wow, despite that, we managed a 3rd place finish. . .cheers! ! ! And holy shit crap, next was simply freezing hell. . .already raining, plus a air-conditioned room. . .ohh man. . .crawl thorugh flooded floor, getting splashed all over. . .damned. . .almost went snapped. . .brr. . .freezing. . .brr. . .went to dry myself with the handdryer. . .but, duh, little help from it. . .dinner was a buffet. . .but, -.- didn't quite filled my stomach. . .almost got a chance to shower, but gotta pushed it back. . .ZzZ. . .moved out to foyer. . .more camp songs to follow. . .lolx. . .fun time there, got this Indian guy, almost getting picked on by the GP. . .haha, no choice only Indian there. . .lolx. . .final game of the camp arrived. . .block catching. . .ZzZ. . .with only 2 blocks to run, how in the hell we evade the GPs? ? ? And my team got off to the worst possible start. . .within minutes, Alicia, who was with me, fell soon after we tried to evade. . .no choice stopped to check up on her, GPs told me to scram. . .ZzZ. . .only 2 blocks to run for, seriously, how in the hell to evade capture? ? ? Duh, got caught. . .sent to this 'dungeon' damned, water again. . .ZzZ. . .got released but damned. . .moment I got out, 4 GPs homed on me. . .try evading. . .unless I got stealth mode. . .ZzZ. . .went in again, but got off soon after, this time got my teammate, and head off to a hiding place which I find it safe. . .guess what, found 2 campers there. . .sneaked in and kept quiet. . .cant stand hiding in, got out, and ohh man, scary, no one in sight except GPs, looking for campers to hunt. . .walked through top levels silently, and when I got down to so call rescue my teammates, guess what, all of them were out. . .ZzZ. . .damned, pissed, back to the hiding spot. . .stayed there till game's officially over. . .guess what? ? ? Those 2 campers I found, didn't get caught at all. . .seems like they headed there right from the start. . .and phewz, the 'dungeon' I had, was spared from touching a skull. . .holy shit, just imagine the girls in my group had a touch of that. . .ohh man. . .thank goodness games over. . .head back. . .thought shower time. . .but GPs got a room designed out as a disco for us. . .but no thanks, it aint my liking. . .rather watch football than clubbing on that moment of time. . .head off to shower. . .wow. . .finally cleaned up after a day of mud, sweat and water. . .stayed in the Aviation clubhouse for a while before listening to some music and finally lights out for me. . .ohh man, hard time sleeping without a proper pillow. . .ended up aching joints later in the morning. . .phewz. . .GPs were going around to do 'make-up' on us, but thank God that I woke up in time when a GP was ready to 'attack' me. . .and I was left alone. . .but seen them going around with some noises. . .ZzZ. . .wondered what time I first opened my eyes. . .others were still soundly asleep except for me. . .finally drifted off to sleep, woken up by noises of waken campers. . .washed up and packed up. . .yeah, ending of camp soon. . .ZzZ. . .last day, still want cheer or greeting? ? ? ZzZ. . .get a life. . .everyone's like high on fatigue levels. . .let alone getting greetings correct with loud voice. . .ZzZ. . .finally caved in, and started on eating. . .lastly, every group gotta perform once before ending the day. . .hahaha, ohh man, one group's performance didn't spared the chairman of this camp. . .lolx. . .a 'Ruhua' among the campers =/. . .photos time before a close camp speech and a dance. . .finally its over! ! ! Woohoo. . .haha, probably think of joining more of such camps. . .haha. . .ohh man, shouldn't have brought extra clothes. . .ZzZ. . .damn the list. . .what a load. . .ZzZ. . .slept on the bus but cant sleep in peace, people around me so damned noisy. . .ZzZ. . .got home, instead of heading to my bed straight, I went to checked up on my download, and wee! ! ! Destiny first 20 episodes done! ! ! Haha, charged straight for that. . .ended up finishing 13 episodes. . .lolx. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Supposed to have this up last night, but dunno what's with blogger. . .ZzZ. . .added cbox this morning, tired to tag-board having server problems. . .and cbox seems more better to look at than tag-board. . .

Argh, well, just back from school. . .strange isn't it? ? ? Me, back at home on 1300, Friday. . .haha, of course there is a reason for it. . .gotta pack for camp later on. . .so gotta miss the trip to NTU for astro. . .anyway, wouldn't regret the miss, think I gonna enjoy the camp. . .sounds fun, since its supposed to involved people from all the clubs and societies in school. . .so, I am out of contact later on till Sunday afternoon the earliest. . .

Finished up the Gundam Seed last night. . .ohh gosh, ending is very tragic. . .WMDs fired nearly at will, fleets, bases reduced to dust. . .ohh man. . .thought sight of a fleet annihilated was bad enough. . .now those. . .ohh man. . .now that I finished Seed, now jamming my bandwidth to get Destiny. . .though I gotta wait till end of year before completing the series. . .still airing in Japan now, think its on a weekly basis. . .never mind, I got Macross Zero waiting plus Last Exile and Gundam X next on my list. . .hahaha, anime freak. . .

Ohh crap, spent so much time doing a project that ain't helpful to my main area. . .ZzZ. . .why the school create this shit crap called 'IDEA'? ? ? Damned, its simply waste of time, and money, given that we gotta make a model out and materials needs funds. . .duh, idiotic school management. . .maybe I should have attended the dialouge session. . .ZzZ. . .

Signing off from here, packing up my stuff. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Wow, didn't realize that this blog haven been updated since Sunday. . .seems like I have this tendency to leave my bloggy there before Wednesdays or Thursday before I starts some updates. . .anyway, didn't have any unexpected happenings so far, so far so good. . .regarding the interview I had on Tuesday, wow, simply stunned. . .not stunned in literal terms, but was taken back abit. . .anyway, its over, shall not talk more about it. . .yesterday, was supposed to wake up at 4am to watch Arsenal's game, but overslept, waking up only at 0645. . .holy shit! ! ! Test at 8! ! ! Quickly got up and rushed through. . .but the traffic aren't cooperating. . .jam and jam and jam. . .ZzZ. . .on the bus for more than a hour. . .ZzZ. . .my headset, dunno what's with it, right channel no sound. . .its only a month old and giving me problems. . . -.- lucky got spare functional ear-pieces, got Felix to rewire 2 sets. . .at least save me from the trouble of going Sim Lim Square. . .finally got my hands on Gundam Seed, and to make space for it, cleared off 'Full House' and 'Summer Scent'. . .and guess what? ? ? 10 DVDs for $19.90. . .wow, hehehe, time for more anime! ! ! 'Last Exile' and 'Macross Zero' are next, hehehe. . .Thursday, ZzZ, go school just for a 2 hour shit crap called 'IDEAs'. . .dammed. . .anyway approaching end of semester, time for mugging of books. . .then chiong for work! ! ! Hahaha. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Supposed to finish up my presentations today, but instead, Dota and Fifa ruled my day. . .spent 3 rounds of Dota straight after waking up, wow, damned good way to start the day huh? ? ? But damned, quitters ruining the games. . .ZzZ. if ya quitting halfway through. . .might as well don't play! ! ! Damned. . .then my father's turn to make my blood boil. . .always messing up with my stuff, making it difficult for me to retrieve them, damned damned damned, argh, enough of it. . .sick and tired of it. . .irritating bugger. . .wanted to read on the book of astronomy, but somehow, it ain't the right mood to absorb in any data. . .spent the time on Fifa before finally hitting the showers and dinner. . .wow, long time since I entered IRC Korea. . .nothing's change there, at least still a source open for me to get my mp3s. . .got Jang Nara's 4th album finally and this group's single, [First Kiss] by Kis Five. . .now waiting for Kang Ta's 3rd album, then here I go again, leeching! ! ! Muahaha. . .chatted in IRC for sometime before Fifa occupied me. . .then back here for a post and of course, wait for the downfall of Chelsea. . .opps, 2nd half starting, gotta sign off. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Back from work, aww, joints aching even before I started work. . .hmm, probably had exterted abit too much during football early in the morning. . .Poo Hee asked me to join him and his band friends for football, since its long time I met him, might as well join. . .well, told him that I wanted to warmup early, but duh, made him waiting. . .opps, hehe. . .well, wondered when was the last time I played at the Deyi court. . .seems more mysterious to me now, probably spolit by the court opposite Bishan Park. . .well, gotta see how I adapt to it. . .hmm, weather don't look friendly from the moment I woke up. . .White and dull, signs of dark clouds and possible rain. . .and true enough, it rained. . .as usual, heck weather, play on. . .and ohh, at least didn't have much problems shooting in the smaller Deyi court, at least my shots didn't went flying over the barrier. . .when match got started, ZzZ, its not that I want to bad mouth people, but, damned, those band guys were going for BOTH the ball AND the LEGS. . .at least I didn't erupted after going through these hard kicks and knocks. . .damned, their highly aggressive style is irritating. . .aww my legs -.- didn't have much space also for me to pull my stunts. . .ZzZ. . .then before I can do something, rain came and we have to abandon. . .guess what we did while it was raining out there? ? ? We did our style of Nike's Total 90 advertisement! ! ! Lolx. . .hahaha. . .those band people left, hmm, wondered, they came for what? ? ? Duh, at least didn't much people to compete. . .hehehe. . .then we went back after weather turned fine. . .wow, skiing football. . .grounds wet. . .goals-wise, well, only 3. . .all in a game. . .and that's it, quite low to me. . .argh. . .rather hit 1 goal per game rather than hit 3 at one go then that't it. . .damned crap. . .then ended around noon before grabbing lunch and headed home for showers. . .

Aww, aching joints, wondered, how to finish work. . .phew, managed to get going during operation hours. . .and I lost count of the hot plated I brought into the kitchen. . .and my hands were slowly drained off by the constant hauling of the hot plates. . .almost had my butterfly toppled, but thank goodness, it didn't. . .almost full house, 3 tables empty due to reservation, but where they went to? ? ? Never appeared. . .hmm, now thinking more on working like what I did while waiting for poly entry. . .vacation's nearing, well, will want to make full use of the time to clock longer working hours. . .probably now I don't mind working 4 days, hmm, cash strapped now. . .gotta pump hours to get extra. . .

And I realised, what the hell was I doing? ? ? I had already lost a friend due to this stupid mindset of mine, and I ain't gonna let it repeat again! ! ! Argh! ! ! But slowly and unknowningly, I will let history repeat itself. . .well, now that I realised it. . .I must think how to salvage it! ! !Damned me. . .sighz. . .always cast a barrier in front of me in this situation. . .sighz. . .now, mind confused, thoughts running on full speed, Christ, wonder how will I get my precious sleep when my mind's up and running. . .come on, time to take action, useless to think and think without making it happen. . .argh. . .damned. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Lazy to update now. . .not that I don't want to, but laziness caught up with me hard nowadays. . .ok, go straight to the point. . .damned the weather, wanted to observe last night, but only to be disappointed by the weather, as usual. . .now, weather also don't look good at the moment, guess that, only look at moon for today. . .this morning, gotten up by 6, but fell asleep again. . .woke up at 8, hmm gone case for thermo class, ZzZ, wondered how many lectures I skipped. . .didn't want to get too involved for football, but in the end, lolx, too engrossed, perspiring like hell, lucky played with top off, at least ain't that worse. . .now slacking in clubhouse, awaiting night to fall. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hmm, not been updating heh. . .well, since now I'm in lab, might as well do some updates. . .Maybe leaving my hair there will be better than what happened for the past few days -.- Had it cut on Thursday, then on Friday, played football in campus. . .And I almost triggered a brawl. . .All thanks to those 2 assholes, wanna play physical? ? ? Well, I obligued and they weren't happy about it and wanted to whack me, damned assholes, good thing I didn't own a tripod yet, or else I would have swung it hard towards their head. . .Then during astro session, didn't had the CG5 pointed towards north and had problems balancing the C8. . . -.- wierd happenings? ? ? Duh. . .then on Sunday night, ZzZ, had keyed in 'Weekday' instead of 'Weekend' ! ! ! Holy SHIT! ! ! But managed to top up the balance. . .phew. . .what was I doing? ? ? Argh. . .

Yesterday, got back marks for electronics. . .guess what? ? ? 11/100 for theory and 32/100 for practical, wow, well done man. . .As time approaches 1700, mind was not in mood for studies. . .wanted to get ready for football straight after school. . .well, got people there already at the court, but never mind, started off to some shots before the guys there got in me into matches. . .wow, now playing more into 'Bergkamp' role. . .Setting up chances instead of finishing them. . .Hmm, think should train more on my passes and awareness. . .hehehe, simply love the way a simple pass cracks open the defence. . .hehehe. . .err, gotta do CAD, signing off now. . .wee, movie after class, and long due. . .hahaha. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Back from gathering at Fish & Co. . .ohh man, must get use to spurging cash on meals. . .$30 for my food there o.o Thought Breeks' pricing quite steep already. . .duh. . .spent like 30 minutes for our tables and miscommunications comes in as we only booked tables for 20 but there were like 27 arrived. . .staff there seemed pissed by the extra people that added on to the tables. . .duh. . .but food there seriously good, and I almost struggled to finished up mine. . .had stuffed in calamari, fish & chips and latte, ohh still full now though itching to chew on something. . .

Must learn more about the night skies already, hmm, must remember how to find the M objects also, probably through banging the star charts hard. . .too bad no cash, or else would splash on D70. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

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Hmm. . .got back some test scripts back. . .well, so far all passes. . .but first failure will sure be electronics. . .hahaha. . .suprisingly, scored 88 for CAD practical despite missing out on tutorial, not listening to lectures. . .wow. . .hehe. . .had mad rush on 'Battleship' map in FT, weehee. . .so fun. . .at least better than Dota for now. . .

Wednesday's first class for me starts at 0800, meaning that I gotta get my ass on the bus by 0700. . .guess what? ? ? I woke up minutes before 0700 -.- and within 30 minutes, got my ass on the bus already. . .but duh, late. . .good thing lecturer didn't screamed at my late arrival. . .phew. . .thermofluids, argh. . .think gonna crash course with David Phua. . .or else got problems. . .almost lost my admin card and EZ-Link in library today. . .good thing recovered back. . .phew. . .or else gonna lose $70 plus. . .hmm, must get my hands on Photoshop Elements and CS. . .then learn through SLR & DSLR cameras by heart. . .hehehe, gonna be a mad shutterbug once I get my hands on a DSLR. . .hehehe. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Err, on a run of short sleeping hours now. . .slept around 1230 then waking up at 0400 for Arsenal game, ohh gosh, back to squareone again. . .was thinking of getting long sleeping hours. . .but now, argh. . .yesterday, well, tests for first 4 hours of school in new term -.- It will be a miracle if I didn't flopped at Electronics badly. . .still in holiday mood. . .went to train up my shooting. . .ohh gosh, long time since been in a soccer court, had funny and wierd contact with the ball as I whacked in the shots. . .realized that my righty's swinging movement aren't that smooth as my lefty. . .probably why my righty totally suck at taking long balls from ground. . .and time to spend more time playing regularly, or else gonna have hard time finding the touch back. . .got home and whacked straight for anime OSTs and got some Gundam Seed Destiny singles and Love Hina seeds! ! ! Just whacked straight. . .hahaha. . .tried this FT map. . .battleships. . .lolx. . .ohh gosh, my team was simply owning the game. . .lolx! ! ! We were using level 1 ships but we banged hard on enemies' more costly ships! ! ! But game got cut off. . .not sure what the hell my adaware was doing -.- anyway, spent the time renaming the songs before taking a short winker before the game. . .

Hey, guess what? ? ? Been listening to Gundam Seed OST and realized that this singer, Tamaki Nami has really nice vocals. . .woot! ! ! Lolx. . .relax, she ain't the second BoA. . .hahaha, wouldn't charge for her stuff straight like what I did for BoA. . .opps. . .lolx. . .but seriously, she really sings well and her age is only 17 this year o.0 Haha, enough of bullshitting here. . .go blast my winamp with her songs. . .wee. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, err, seems like this word 'well' keeps popping out. . .ok, last 2 days, out for 1o hours, on a long house-visits which were mostly on the west side. . .train rides also kills man, no concession for poly students. . . -.- never mind that. . .had good and fun time, at least something nice to lighten the lousy CNY I had so far. . .hmm, maybe should bring along a portable HDD or some big storage man, lolx, drooling over the Macross Zero Nick has in his com. . .lolx. . .Today went also, ohh man, once they starts the poker, ohh man, Sam keep psycho me to join in. . .duh. . .haha, but had fun with the jokes. . .gosh, been having fun till forgetting the fact that its test time. . .2 tests awiting later on and haven't studied at all, well, outcome is already known, no need to guess. . .and it's Valentine's already, well, sighz. . .wished... ... ...well, least say something. . .for my friends who are attached out there, enjoy your time with your loved ones. . .

Well, head off to sleep or continue stoning? ? ? Haiz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, lazy to post anything recently. . .CNY, well, very quiet affair and boring. . .supposed to work for 2 days but due to poor sales, I was released for off. . .cash-strapped already and that missing 2 days of work ain't doing any good. . .ang bao cash ain't hoping much luck. . .my relatives didn't turned rich overnight, don't ever hope of fat ang baos in it. . .study break with CNY holidays, crap. . .wonder how the hell I push for studies. . .ZzZ. . .

Su told me of his problem, and ohh gosh, similar to mine. . .wonder how to help him when I cant even think of good solutions to solve mine. . .haiz. . .later starting on a long house-visit, well mainly at west, haha, at least explore these areas. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, at least I post something before disconnecting my lappy and head off to Tampines. . .sighz. . .CNY 2005, so far, days leading to 9 February hasn't been very smooth sailing for me. . .once again, I let myself down over that matter after some serious thought. . .now thinking should I forget about it and get on or renew the challenge. . .and my heart says the latter is the option for me. . .sighz. . .

And, wondered how many times already so far this year, frequent clashes with my half-assed brain dad. . .grrr. . .intent on making me to throw something at him. . .if not for the fact that he's my dad, I would have probably send him to ICU ages ago. . .grrr. . .such pathetic state my house is in. . .least the thing I can do is that, sorry, please leave my house out of the visits. . .wouldn't want to 'showcase' the loose nut in the house. . .

Pointless to go around and make visits to relatives, good thing that I am down for work. . .at least got some cash to earn, rather than showing a charcoal face in house visits. . .

Chinese New Year, FUCK IT! ! !

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, not sure how to piece my thoughts together, but right now, I am feeling down, lack of drive for serious work. . .been occupying my laptop, trying to keep me away from wild thoughts. . .ZzZ. . .well. . .seems that so far in my 18 years of life, from what I have observed, I, always ignore the warnings and go ahead with it, often, ends up in undesired consequences. . .only after the unhappy or sad moments, I realised where I have gone wrong. . .but its always too late for me to correct. . .now, maybe after this, hopefully there ain't anymore similar incidents again. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~