How can I forget? ? ?

Went to school with a shattered heart, initially, my buds in class didn't noticed my sudden silence. . .they wanted to know what happened to me and I was struggling hard to keep it. . .but then anyway. . .I submitted. . .told them what happened. . .though no much advice were given from them. . .at least some weight off. . .keeping too much things to myself was my BIGGEST BAD HABIT. . .after serious thoughts. . .I decided to abandon my 4 hours of pay today to clear my head of thoughts. . .at least I wouldn't be jeopadising SG's name given my lousy mood recently. . .

Thought I had the worst moment of my life so far. . .another worst moment was that I got 9/100 for my workshop test. . .sighZzZ. . .distractions and more distractions. . .

Had some chats with sec4 classmates through msn. . .and from there. . .well. . .I got even more upset. . .sighZzZ. . .again. . .angry with myself why didn't I make the move earlier. . .haiZzZ. . .time to bury this and move on or forever stuck in this roadblock, waiting for miracles? ? ?

"Sarang Hae Suh Sarang Hae Suh, Gu Rae Suh Duh Ah Peu Gaet Ji Mahn, Annyong. . ."
BoA - Always

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