Sad Sad Sad. . .sighz. . .

Unbelievable crap man. . .this morning, I am still happy that spending the night out with Lib Gang ppl and Arsenal spanking Man U 3-1. . .written a post here then went to sleep. . .

Woke up at 1400hr. . .then check who's online and went for chat. . .maybe it's good that I knew it earlier instead of later. . .but then it's still. . .opened 2 msn windows. . .1 was chatting of someone that I liked ever since sec 1, and been through 4 years of Secondary school life in the same class and even entered the same poly. Talked about the fireworks display which led to me telling her that I liked her. . .she thought I was crazy and said that got bf already. . .that was a hard punch to me. . .cant believe it. . .sighz. . .shouldn't have wait till this moemnt and asked. . .STUPID ME! ! !

After that 'punch'. . .i virtually loathed around for the next 6 hours and made me lost my mood for the NDP. . .played Zero Hour to relieve my thoghts. . .but then. . .sigh. . .wonder how will I survive through school and work tommorrow?

--~^kEnBoA^~