Arghz. . .tomorrow gonna be start of a hectic week, tests starts cramming in yet I have not studied at all. . .I am wondering where's my drive for studies. . .instead, spent the time chatting, fooling around with FT, Fifa and the overnight session on Friday. . .thoughts of quitting school getting more intense. . .already nearing test week, but still in vacation mood. . .wondered, is the 8 month gap from O's to poly too long of a gap for me? ? ? Arghz. . .or the many thoughts and distractions sapping away the much needed focus for studies? ? ? Sighz. . .damned it. . .maybe disillusion regarding engineering. . .now when I see maths or electronics, chills starts coming in. . .ZzZ. . .now let me get some yawnz then wake up early to finish up my assignments. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Argh. . .lazy, lazy and lazy me. . .damned. . .tests and projects stacking up like no tomorrow yet I am still slacking around, doing nothing good to my studies. . .ZzZ. . .other problems also leaking in here and there. . .ZzZ. . .now, let me piece my thoughts. . .ok, well, at least chatted with her finally, but seems like there is a barrier to me, simply can't think properly what should I say. . .but at least seeing and talking to her somehow lighten my mood for the day. . . ^_^ But I should step on the pedal hard, no more slacking off from there now, glorious oppurtunity! ! ! Must grab it! ! ! Gotta find a quiet moment and think though what I should do. . .about 3 more weeks before Valentine's! ! !

And very nice man, got an overnight session to plan. . .duh. . .as though I need CCA points. . .never mind, since its a overnight, might as well plan it. . .haha, I think more to come for me in the future after this task. . .

Damned damned and damned. . .if I gotta work on days which I don't want to, I should start flipping classified ads soon, wonder what the management doing man. . .plan the working days for us? ? ? Arghz, can't leave also, damned. . .gotta wait for the situation to settle before planning what to do. . .sighz. . .signs aren't looking good there. . .if work on Saturdays or Sunday night, well, gotta use this 6-letter word, begins with a R and ends with a N. . .damned. . .where's the good old atmosphere when I came? ? ? Seems like there's no good signs in situation there in weeks to come. . .sighzzz. . .

ZzZ. . .and already like ending of January. . .and so far, its a fucking lousy start to the year for me so far. . .pissed at everywhere I am, from school, work, football. . .if there's a bad start already, well, are things bleak in the following months to come or even in 2005? ? ? Ohh my, still wondering how did I entered mechatronics. . .my passion for engineering seems to have left me for good, now passion for football its burning at its peak now, well, being in Singapore, sighz. . .screw the traditional mindset about getting grades for a fucking good certs. . .whats the use of a piece of fucking paper?! ZzZ. . .how I wish there is a strong emphasis on football, especially after the Tiger Cup win. . .or else, well, think I gotta rot. . .sighzzz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Ok, I must let it out. . .being one of my very negative points, keeping things inside of me is seriously my fatal flaw I have concluded. . .though I am unhappy or excited, somehow, these thoughts were not shouted out. . .and because of that, well, had me in remorse over it. . .now, seems like history's repeating itself again. . .and already like 3 weeks without regular contact. . .during these time, all I can think is about her constantly non-stop despite being in lessons, work and even football. . .though it may be early. . .but,
"Girl, Saranghaeyo. . ."
Thats what been on my mind. . .wanting to say it but, somehow, these words gets stuck in my throat. . .and recently if ya been tied up, please, reply to any of my messages, at least I will be at ease. . .if ya felt annoyed or mad at me or what, from deep inside of me,
"I'm sorry, please forgive me. . ."
Not sure will ya be viewing this, but its for sure, you are the one. . .

--~^kEn_10^~

Wanted to update the blog last night, but didn't realised that time just flew by while we were at the court, having observation. . .dragged myself out from bed early, got football today, so gotta haul ass early. . .ZzZ. . .found out that there is time for some DotA testing. . .tried out centaur. . .ohh man, its near Devil himself man. . .near unstoppable. . .hehehe. . .nice melee hero. . .then went down for football. . .arghz. . .sometimes, I wondering, why do they always overlook the left flank? ? ? ZzZ. . .of course, pissed also. . .got home, as though I aint had been pissed enough. . .screw my half ass dad. . .reached home, and he gotta open his shit-filled mouth. . .damned. . .wondering, is he really my dad? ? ? ZzZ. . .slacked before packing and head off to campus. . .maybe should have not played ball. . .but lucky that didnt sweat. . .or else I would have a sticky night ahead. . .dinner, went to Holland V, weehee, Burger King. . .muahahaha. . .gulped down the mushroom swiss and the sundae pie! ! ! Hehehe. . .got backed to clubhouse, soon, got the scopes out to the court. . .nice weather there. . .clear, cooling and of course, sky littered with stars. . .and the moon's so freaking bright! ! ! Almost blinded when viewing the moon through the eyepiece. . .wahahaha. . .used the scope for some star hunting before going back to clubhouse. . .hmm. . .should I install a cashcard reader to my lappy? ? ? Lolx. . .only machine with net access. . .obviously my lappy are heavily sought. . .bleah. . .tried some FT before slacking for some while and hitting the sacks. . .ohh man, thought had the aircon tuned down, but it got powered up again and brrr. . .freezing time again. . .ZzZ. . .with the guys cleaning up the C8, ZzZ. . .hard to sleep. . .gave up sleeping around 6 plus, and Sam and the others wanted to watch Star Gate. . .got my lappy up for them. . .talked with Adrian for some time before going down for a drink which eventually having breakfast as well. . .duh, gotta pack up after my food's there? ? ? ZzZ. . .never mind. . .tried having 3 pieces of prata. . .ohh man, filling. . .maybe should stick to 2 pieces. . .haha. . .heck it. . .finally headed back home. . .but I wanted to sleep during the trip, my mobile keep ringing. . .ZzZ. . .football, and they are short of 1 man. . .ZzZ. . .damned, why cant I just slack? ? ? Damned. . .reached AMK, rushed home to keep the stuff and head down. . .damned. . .seriously pissed man, wondering why the hell I came down for what. . .tired and pissed, called it a day after 2 games. . .slacked throughout, then Xianyang asked for DotA later in the night. . .now rest for a while before heading out. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, nowadays, quite hard to wake up early, turning in late, skipping past alarms. . .ZzZ. . .yesterday, phew, good thing that the bitch didn't talk so much. . .but she's damned ass. . .stuck dead to the rules, Rezzi came in at 1530, she marked him late, thats ok, but attendence is nil. . .wtf, he came but no attendence. . .pissed, he just walked off. . .damned. . .hey, Su, that bitch your target ar, haha. . .good luck. . .duh. . .scramed off to report for work. . .damned the bus, waited like 10 minutes, came along a single deck. . .damned. . .crammed like mad and I am with my lappy. . . -.- good thing that seats cleared at NP. . .got one and slack during the journey. . .phew, managed to reach outlet with time spare to grab some bite. . .thought gonna be a busy night, but somehow, well, didn;t showed like its a night of holiday eve. . .ended on the dot? Argh, never mind. . .instead of going home for rounds of DotA, chatted with Xianyang about it for 1 hour plus? ? ? Never mind that. . .got home, played 1 round. . .argh crap, damn my dad. . .of all places he can sleep, why cant he sleep in the room?! Thats my dad man. . .ohh Christ. . .'cause of him, I wondered how much fun I missed with those wee hours I could have used and enjoyed. . .sighz. . .good thing later gonna be overnighting in campus, at least he aint around to interrupt my DotA sessions. . .provided that the stupid SP wireless are able to connect me to the others out there for DotA. . .ZzZ. . .think that I better sleep. . .football at 0830. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hooked up to DotA! ! ! Ohh, what great map it is for FT! ! ! Spent bout 3 hours at least on DotA on the previous night. . .wahhaha. . .but damned it. . .parents nagging at me left, right, centre. . .why cant they just sleep? ? ? ZzZ. . .wasted, no Poly 50 for me though I am very keen on it. . .ZzZ. . .sighz. . .instead, spent time slotting in cards for SAA. . .its like 5th or 6th week into the new term, but so far, only understood 4 modules, remaining 3, well, barring a miracle, most likely its a uphill task to obtain a pass. . .and its Thursday tomorrow, bloody shit f*ck, no half day, or else aint seeing that f*cking bitch face. . .and anyway, throwing 15% of the marks for good. . . no point stressing over those crap work. . .and she better dismiss class on time man. . .starting work after class, dont wanna be late 'cause of her. . .ZzZ. . .

And with regards to a certain matter, I saw a glimspe of light after these dark times. . .but, thing is, continue to look for the source and ultimately, get what I have been longing? ? ? Or, stay still and wait for another glimspe of light? ? ? Well, seems like I want to take the first option. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally see Singapore lifting another rhe Tiger Cup again! ! ! Weeeheee. . .pity that cant watch them lifting it live, but viewing through Tv already served some consolation. . .hahaha. . .gogogo Lions! ! ! Bring home the Sea Games Gold! ! ! Ohh Christ. . .must cut down on time spent on my lappy. . .projects, assignments piling like there's only tomorrow left to hand them all. . .damned it. . .pissed off badly by Ideas already. . .gonna toss 15% away. . .damned it. . .and also, try to have early nights soon, or else gonna be shutting alarms down everytime it rings and sleep still. . .freaking hell. . .oral communication must present in formal attire. . .long sleeves and black pants. . .holy shit. . .wear that for just a 15 minutes talk?! Damned. . .anyway, think I better start work on it. . .hehehe, topic. . .is. . .shhhhh! ! ! Haha, will only reveal in few weeks time. . .hahaha. . .now gonna pack my already full Mondays by adding in 90 minutes of football after school. . .well, for today, damned the idiotic weather, almost ruined my session. . .good thing that I remained and trained on my shots. . .holy shit. . .wondering how to fire in low hard thunderbolts. . .I got the thunderbolts, but they went flying high. . . -.- never mind, need time to tune it. . .weehee. . .now Dota getting more and more interesting. . .hahaha. . .just ended a net game with Ri Sheng. . .weehee. . .so fun. . .though lost but at least I nuke him. . .hahaha. . .and he didn't nuke me! ! ! Lolx. . .now gonna enjoy the experience of online gaming! ! !

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, at least bothered to hit the IE icon and come here. . .and for fu*k's sake, whats good about having this shit fu*k module called 'Ideas'? ? ? Fu*kin waste of time and money once projects starts coming. . .worse of all, a shit fu*k bitch of a lecturer's teaching. . .damned, always aide to the rules strictly. . .think everytime reminding us 'No slippers' Fu*k it. . .seen slippers going around till I treat them as near 'standard-issue' footwear. . .wonder what the fu*k her ancient and boring brain is thinking (provided she got one, but I doubt so. . .) Not to mention, her class are as usual, another 2 hours of sleeping time. . .even drawing that drawing still gotta have those construction lines there. . .ZzZ. . .what the fu*k?! Everything follow her way?! Come on read this : Fu*k You! ! ! And as those these not enough, there's still Su, seemed to have that bitch as his new 'target'. . .ZzZ. . .as though he aint dumb enough at times. . .but what the fu*k he has to talk to her after class which hit 1 hourin duration from what I know. . .ZzZ. . .pathetic man. . .better have a module feedback man, time for a eassy writing time. . .shit fu*k. . .

Last night's astro was at least better as sky's clear and managed to do some observation. . .and ZzZ. . .wondered why I said yes to help up in the fiesta. . .ZzZ. . .argh, forget that. . .ZzZ. . .then when session's over, only 4 of us went to Mac. . .ZzZ. . .got home, stuck at lappy till 2am before finally surrendering to sleep. . .had set alarm at 0745, which I really got up in time. . .but shut the alarm and slept on. . .ZzZ. . .lucky got up in time, quickly washed up, and head down. . .but damned, wondered how in the blue hell that I had cramp in my right calf even before I walked. . . -.-" lucky that it aint serious. . .still can play some football. . .ZzZ. . .wondered what's with the guys nowadays. . .today's very quiet, sufficient for 2 teams. . .also cant play much, aww, the cramp. . .closed session early. . .and I wondering, whats with me, very wierd to me this week. . .did I went abit screwed after that near illness? ? ? ZzZ. . .and damned it, that dumbass dad of mine. . .of all the days to paint the flat, he chose today. . .fu*k shit. . .went seriously pissed and pissed and pissed. . .damned. . .ZzZ. . .just spent the last few hours on Dota. . .wahha. . .no wonder its hot. . .lolx. . .haha. . .ZzZ. . .sleep, then tomorrow got work. . .ZzZ. . .projects and unfinished assignments piling up like fu*k. . .ZzZ. . .still thinking on that matter. . .sighzzz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Quite down physically and somehow mentally for the past few days, almost sick with slight fever, cough, cold kicking and headache kicking in at the same time. . .ZzZ, good thing that I had rest on Tuesday, at least recovered somehow. . .or else I could be staring at a possible 2 months absence from work and sports. . .and for god's sake, though I am manning the booth for my club, but I still gotta say it. . .Damned it! ! ! Why it was told as such last mintue timing! ! ! From what I know, detailed plan was supposed to be submitted by 5th, but by Tuesday, our booth have not been planned. . .ZzZ. . .Wednesday, skipped last 2 hours of class to figure out what's going on. . .ZzZ. . .initial plan for the game was absolutely crap. . .blowing ping pong ball? ? ? Fuk it. . .then when I was in the clubhouse, suddenly the seniors generated lots of ideas, and I went -.-" Damned, why wasn't there a short meeting to discuss it? ? ? ZzZ. . .got the booth, still thinking which game to use. . .seen Life Arts having PS2 at their booth. . .ohh man. . .ZzZ. . .finally got the game up, but seems like abit. . .argh. . .heck it. . .what good thing can ya expect from the very last mintue? ? ? ZzZ. . .enough of talking about the fiesta. . .ZzZ. . .last night's work was so quiet. . .I think for the whole night, total number of tables didn't hit 9. . .ohh god, was thinking what to do. . .ZzZ. . .bored! ! ! Ended shift. . .and damned ass. . .first day after MC, idiot gave us a 'nice' version of tongue-lashing. . .wtf, damned him to hell man. . .ZzZ. . .

And thought I had closed the case. . .but somehow, it appeared again. . .sighz. . .and now, the ever increasing stalemate is only doing nothing but hurting me badly. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, damned Ril, no class at eight must inform early! ! ! At least I can get 2 more hours of sleep at least! ! ! Today's school very ordinary, as usual, mind wasn't in the mood for studies, well, due to some matters. . .then earlier on, told Jo about it, at least felt slightly better but then decision still up to me to make. . .must question myself and my heart. . .what do I want excatly? ? ?

Sighz. . .Tuesday, bloody fuking Cad class. . .damned ass. . .still wondering wtf I am doing in mechatronics. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Again, lazyness took over me for the past few days, not been updating since 6th. . .anyway, very quiet and pissed Thursday I had, damned ass father of mine. . .ZzZ. . .Friday, ZzZ. . .almost got mobbed by peeps from the club. . .ZzZ. . .phewz, escaped unscathed. . .Had football on Saturday, ZzZ, boots had a hole already but still used it, in the end, socks were damned wet. . .ZzZ. . .waited for night to come and Tiger Cup tie. . .nice job Singapore! ! ! This Sunday, gonna go down to watch them play in National Stadium. . .hehehe. . .yesterday, worked from morning till evening, had a damned wierd guest, saying she knew boss of SG. . . -.- Talking cock to me. . .duh. . .got home, also waited for Arsenal's game, and phew very close one there. . .haha, at least more FA Cup with Arsenal to come. . .

And there's some matters that I have been keeping all these while, still stuck inside of me, if this goes on, well, think I gonna blow up. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Been working night shift for previous 2 days, back home, lazy to blog, so aint new posts till now. . .haha, started at buffet counter at last. . .lolx. . .but all thanks to that, my colleagues keep calling me 'aunite' -.-" But buffet is fun and boring. . .top up, top up and top up. . .then wait for closing. . .Tuesday night aint that busy, but last night was ohh great. . .damned the prawns. . .ZzZ. . .wonder how many times I topped up the damned prawns. . .ZzZ. . .finally close the counter and end of top up time. . .phew. . .later gotta skip Ideas again. . .useless module. . .ZzZ. . .just get a just pass will do. . .dun need to waste effort and time on this idiotic crap. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally posted up my long piece earlier on. . .took me quite some while to organise my thoughts. . .well, now that 2004 is over, its 2005 and now that matters. . .for today, damned the weather, been freezing upon getting up. . . -.- Reached school, most of my classmate also abit off the mark in terms of punctuality. . .presented a talk on Arsenal's 49 games unbeaten run. . .well, what else I can think of? ? ? Arsenal and football in my head. . .plus someone else as well. . .kk, get back to here. . .electronics class, damned, almost fell ZzZ. . .good thing that it ended early, got time for me to grab lunch before my long 5 hour class coming up. . .in maths, also, ZzZ. . .good thing that been active through messaging. . .hahaha. . .then for C Prog. . .well, tried If Else. . .lolx. . .class playing with the statement and printf. . .lolx. . .hahaha. . .after class, got the textbook for Cad but shit Cad. . .abandoned the work after 5 minutes. . .damned. . .it's simply pissing me off. . .ZzZ. . .with tomorrow having a 4 hours of Cad, well, damned damned and damned. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Year 2004 of my life. . .

Year 2004, year of very mixed feelings I had. . .also at the same time, exposed to new experiences in work, social and school areas. . .ever since leaving Deyi, there has been a wierd feeling brooding over me in the first few weeks. . .hahaha, missed school huh? Lolx. . .well, been working in Breeks since late December, and stayed there ever since. . .had kind of struggle in the beginnning and in late January, suffered accident there, leaving me a deep cut beneath my lips. . .never mind that. . .February 's one of the memorable months I had. . .MTV Asia Awards 2004, not that I'm interested by it. . .but it was BoA's involvement that pulled me into going for the event. . .and ohh gosh, what mad days I had during 13 and 14. . .her flight arrived on 13th afternoon and since then, chased her from airport to Fullerton. . .waited with people from IRC but only to disappointed in the end. . .but as consolation, got tickets for MAA, went in to see her collecting 2 awards and performed live! ! ! Well, really, BoA rocked my Valentine's. . .other than seeing BoA in person, also made friends with people from IRC and even went out with them in the following months to come. . .MAA over, next main thing in the same month was the release of O's. . .well, only got 16, not quite of a good haul. . .registered for courses next and got into SP, taking Mechatronics. . .for March, quite of a quiet month, not much happenings except that I brought my bike to AMK after 2 hours of cycling from Tampines and since then, been cycling frequently. . .also, on Saturdays, been very active on football, trying my best to score goals frequently. . .didn't think that I will be involved in Deyi's Speech Day, this time, held early, -.- And seen Arsenal's treble gone but recovered to grab the EPL in style. . .played in a game on a pitch, argh. . .poor performance from me. . .ZzZ. . .Comes May, hahaha, got my hair dyed. . .brown, copper what ever ya see it. . .and since then, my hair colour haven been in large patches of black. . .hehehe. . .also registered for my place in school, had a chalet, but all thanks to poor planning, not that fun as I wanted to be. . .sighz. . .soonafter, got railed hard at work. . .ZzZ. . .but good news came after that were: Got a laptop and a brand new disc man! ! !

In June, month of slacking starts to sets in. . .hahaha, enjoying my lappy, also been catching Euro 2004 and also been to Wild Wild Wet. . .had fun there but went back with a strained neck plus SP Astro FO camp next! ! ! Holy shit. . .almost late for camp after waking up late. . .met up with the seniors and fellow 'freshies' in the camp. . .and lolx. . .really had some fun there. . .too bad that my neck too cranky. . .cant enjoy the observation. . .also, found out that some people there are living WMDs with their laughing. . .lolx. . .once they start, simply cant stop them. . .lolx! ! ! Soon after, attended orientation and seen some of my new classmates. . .ohh god, 3 butches. . .ZzZ. . .cant complain, after all, I'm in engineering. . .ZzZ. . .skipped the darn flag day 'cause Holland lost to Portugal where the idiotic referee helped the damned hosts and that caused me to flare up abit. . .so its good for me to just throw in $15 for the flag day to get 3 hours of my CIP. . .also, got my pair of Total 90III boots. . .just in time man, my Total 90II's near gone. . .July, starts of school, well, still idling around in first few weeks of class, and started to think that did I made the right choice of entering Mechatronics? ? ? August, haha, been to fireworks, yet another overnight again. . .but then really bad thing happened on 9 August. . .well not going to mention it. . .its pointless to grumble now. . .EPl started and weehee, seen Arsenal beating the living daylights out of teams. . .And also, had gotten my Arsenal jersey with EPl badges and Reyes printing. . .hehehe. . .just to leave my weekdays untouched from work, been working in weekends which deprives me of Saturday morning football. . .and that got a impact as I became rusty after a period of absence. . .its already like midway through the semester, yet I am still fooling around. . .ZzZ. . .wondered if Mechatronics is for me. . .near crunch time, October, last month to do serious studies. . .but then, still, playing around and meanwhile gets more involved in football in NYP. . .ok, exam time, but my battling instinct seems to have left me for the papers and I even skipped maths. . .argh. . .damned. . .also, SingAstro Fest, well, not bad of a event, stayed 5 nights in campus. . .sighz. . .not going to do that without proper sleeping conditions. . .cant sleep well during those 5 nights. . .then back to work again, abit rusty here and there after absence from work. . .but managed to clocked in quite a number of hours for that period. . .then Library Gang chalet. . .hahaha. . .better than 2003's and at least more group interaction. . .soon after, preparations for school again. . .yawnz. . .damned, arranged the timetable till I cant have any free time for lunch on Mondays. . .arghz. . .damned. . .and beginning to regret studying Mechatronics. . .Grrr. . .first 2 weeks still managable for me and soon Christmas arrived, had to work during the festive season but at least went through unscathed. . .had a gathering on Boxing day also and on same day, been to Highbury Pub for first time, enjoying my time there. . .with fews days of 2004 left, didnt realised that 2005 will be coming as thoughts were on the tsunami victims. . .wondered why this happened just before new year, dampening moods in the process as well. . .welcomed 2005 in a bored way, not much hype to me. . .

Feelings, well, as usual, there are high and lows for me. . .year 2004, quite of an average year for me, with exception that I learnt more within the months I am out there working. . .also, been trying to think for others as well, after all, I am a selfish guy without giving a thought for others. . .now I am learning to be more understanding and be more patient. . .those who knows me will understand what I mean. . .whether in football or others, the volcanic side of me has always been tempting me to get ugly. . .also, maybe its effect of long absence from school. . .I am very lazy now in terms of studies! ! ! No longer reading novels, doing homework. . .just only games and football in my mind. . .now that I am also getting distracted by other areas. . .well. . .hahaha. . .hopefully 2005, I will be better than what I am in 2004. . .

Resolutions: Get a girlfriend (That's my answer to someone's resolution. . .hehehe. . .)
More physical in strength and more endurance for football. . .
Lastly, ridding my slacking mood away. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hahaha, not been posting lately, even though 2005 arrived. . .but then, well, it doesn't seems like its 2005 to me. . .first, for Friday, damned, buses were seemed to be screwing me up. . .waited like at least 10 mintues for the bus to arrived then when I got off at the busstop to board 74, damned, bus just drove off. . . -.-" Then next bus came and wanted to board, only to dragged by Jian Chong to wait Jian Ji with him. . .duh. . .finally Jian Ji arrived and got on next bus. . .tired, just dozed in the bus. . .ohh, great, 0900 lecture and I'm on the bus from that time. . .duh. . .reached campus, heck the lecture. . .waited for the next class. . .wahaha, thermo tutorial, my favourtie class. . .why? ? ? 'Cause lecturer simply rocks man, super good at talking cock. . .muahahaha and even dismissed the class early. . .hehehe. . .then lunch was next and, finishing lunch, went to club house. . .but no one there. . .waited for Kun Loong to get back after his pool. . . -.-" Hold key and go play pool. . . -.-" Lucky lappy with me, or else gotta stone at FC 5. . .*yawnz. . .dunno what's with me recently, keep yawning throughout. . .finally he came, at least got a good place to slack. . .then ECP thingy called off, before Remus called asking if wanna go steamboat. . .ok, since ECP off. . .went off to take a look at the binos I short-listed. . .damned $495?! What the fock, online price only $160 max after conversion. . .damned. . .anyway, not buying now, still time there to think about. . .waited for Jing Guo to get ready, in the end, reached Marina after 1900 when we are supposed to gather around 1800. . . -.-" reached the restaurant, but no shelter above us, got a feeling that we gonna shift. . .finally rain getting heavier and moved to a spot with shelter. . .but some of them called it a day already and the food seems like getting lesser and lesser. . .argh. . .didn't had a good time there. . .then off to Marina Square and bought tickets for Seed of Chucky. . .hmm, gonna sleep in cinema again I think. . .went to Esplande for countdown. . .well, big crowd despite fireworks called off. . .seen people hanging little kites up, went to look, ohh, wishing kites. . .went around with Anthony to look for the kites, and finally got them, write my wish, and hung it up. . .waited for 2005 to arrive. . .finally 2005's here, but to me, it doesn't seemed like its the new year, dunno what's the reason behind it. . .finally head down to catch the movie. . .argh. . .*yawnz. . .after 5 or 10 mintues, cant stand it, plugged in ear piece and shut my eyes. . .good thing that the movie ain't long. . .headed out to Kopitiam along Brash Besar. . .most of us stoned there for some time before finally ordered something. . .argh, didnt had a good bite earlier on, so got a bowl of noodles to fill. . .even after finishing eating, where to? ? ? Next was Orchard. . .but after walking past busstop, well, seems like everyone wanted to head home. . .then group broke off and went on own ways. . .argh. . .damned the bus guides. . .misleading crap. . .Kun Loong and I walked around Orchard before finally found a busstop with the correct Night Rider. . .but holy shit! ! ! Wrong direction! ! ! Rushed to the opposite side and met Zong Ye and Jing Guo. . .they also waiting for bus. . .but hahaha, NR1 came first, bade farewell and got on. . .argh. . .bus going rounds and rounds before finally reaching AMK. . .but then, a 15 minutes walk awaits me. . .grr. . .already sleepy and gotta walk. . .ZzZ. . .finally reached home. . .got lappy up and then stoned for a while before hitting the sacks. . .

When I got up, its already well past 1600. . .slacked and spent time on Diablo. . .but got sick of it and went to IRC. . .*yawnz, thought got outing to Highbury Pub. . .duh. . .Jeff not going, so no one went to orgainse. . . -.-" Heck it, showered, ate and went off to Queensway to buy Total 90 III Air Max 365. . .hehehe, got it for $95. . .Initially thought I gotta spend $100. . .shoes bought, next stop, Orchard. . .ohh damned, spent like 40 minutes just to hunt that pair of shoes?! But worth it. . .hahaha. . .reached Orchard, headed to Kinokuniya and got Arsenal magazine before going off to Highbury. . .ZzZ. . .good seats got reserved. . .quite a crowd there to watch Pool's game. . .and surprisingly, we cheered for Pool! ! ! What choice we have? With the mafia's goons leading the table, we gotta have other teams to do us a favour. . .but fock Riley! ! ! He seem intent on letting trophy getting out of Highbury. . .Pool should have won it not the mafia goons. . .bleah! ! ! After first game ended, waited for Arsenal's match. . .finally kick off started and usual cheers came. . .but this time, we got 'visitors'. . .some Pool fans came to make trouble. . .but of course, We Gooners are in jubilant mood. . .and uncle John won the cheer 'war' against Pool fans. . .hahaha. . .game ended, went home next. . .good thing that the bus empty and roads clear. . .within 15 minutes, back in AMK from Orchard. . .reached home, slack for a while before hitting the sacks. . .

Well, I promised that I will review 2004. . .sure man, I gonna post it later. . .but now let me organise my thoughts. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~