Argh. . .lazy, lazy and lazy me. . .damned. . .tests and projects stacking up like no tomorrow yet I am still slacking around, doing nothing good to my studies. . .ZzZ. . .other problems also leaking in here and there. . .ZzZ. . .now, let me piece my thoughts. . .ok, well, at least chatted with her finally, but seems like there is a barrier to me, simply can't think properly what should I say. . .but at least seeing and talking to her somehow lighten my mood for the day. . . ^_^ But I should step on the pedal hard, no more slacking off from there now, glorious oppurtunity! ! ! Must grab it! ! ! Gotta find a quiet moment and think though what I should do. . .about 3 more weeks before Valentine's! ! !

And very nice man, got an overnight session to plan. . .duh. . .as though I need CCA points. . .never mind, since its a overnight, might as well plan it. . .haha, I think more to come for me in the future after this task. . .

Damned damned and damned. . .if I gotta work on days which I don't want to, I should start flipping classified ads soon, wonder what the management doing man. . .plan the working days for us? ? ? Arghz, can't leave also, damned. . .gotta wait for the situation to settle before planning what to do. . .sighz. . .signs aren't looking good there. . .if work on Saturdays or Sunday night, well, gotta use this 6-letter word, begins with a R and ends with a N. . .damned. . .where's the good old atmosphere when I came? ? ? Seems like there's no good signs in situation there in weeks to come. . .sighzzz. . .

ZzZ. . .and already like ending of January. . .and so far, its a fucking lousy start to the year for me so far. . .pissed at everywhere I am, from school, work, football. . .if there's a bad start already, well, are things bleak in the following months to come or even in 2005? ? ? Ohh my, still wondering how did I entered mechatronics. . .my passion for engineering seems to have left me for good, now passion for football its burning at its peak now, well, being in Singapore, sighz. . .screw the traditional mindset about getting grades for a fucking good certs. . .whats the use of a piece of fucking paper?! ZzZ. . .how I wish there is a strong emphasis on football, especially after the Tiger Cup win. . .or else, well, think I gotta rot. . .sighzzz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~