Year 2004 of my life. . .

Year 2004, year of very mixed feelings I had. . .also at the same time, exposed to new experiences in work, social and school areas. . .ever since leaving Deyi, there has been a wierd feeling brooding over me in the first few weeks. . .hahaha, missed school huh? Lolx. . .well, been working in Breeks since late December, and stayed there ever since. . .had kind of struggle in the beginnning and in late January, suffered accident there, leaving me a deep cut beneath my lips. . .never mind that. . .February 's one of the memorable months I had. . .MTV Asia Awards 2004, not that I'm interested by it. . .but it was BoA's involvement that pulled me into going for the event. . .and ohh gosh, what mad days I had during 13 and 14. . .her flight arrived on 13th afternoon and since then, chased her from airport to Fullerton. . .waited with people from IRC but only to disappointed in the end. . .but as consolation, got tickets for MAA, went in to see her collecting 2 awards and performed live! ! ! Well, really, BoA rocked my Valentine's. . .other than seeing BoA in person, also made friends with people from IRC and even went out with them in the following months to come. . .MAA over, next main thing in the same month was the release of O's. . .well, only got 16, not quite of a good haul. . .registered for courses next and got into SP, taking Mechatronics. . .for March, quite of a quiet month, not much happenings except that I brought my bike to AMK after 2 hours of cycling from Tampines and since then, been cycling frequently. . .also, on Saturdays, been very active on football, trying my best to score goals frequently. . .didn't think that I will be involved in Deyi's Speech Day, this time, held early, -.- And seen Arsenal's treble gone but recovered to grab the EPL in style. . .played in a game on a pitch, argh. . .poor performance from me. . .ZzZ. . .Comes May, hahaha, got my hair dyed. . .brown, copper what ever ya see it. . .and since then, my hair colour haven been in large patches of black. . .hehehe. . .also registered for my place in school, had a chalet, but all thanks to poor planning, not that fun as I wanted to be. . .sighz. . .soonafter, got railed hard at work. . .ZzZ. . .but good news came after that were: Got a laptop and a brand new disc man! ! !

In June, month of slacking starts to sets in. . .hahaha, enjoying my lappy, also been catching Euro 2004 and also been to Wild Wild Wet. . .had fun there but went back with a strained neck plus SP Astro FO camp next! ! ! Holy shit. . .almost late for camp after waking up late. . .met up with the seniors and fellow 'freshies' in the camp. . .and lolx. . .really had some fun there. . .too bad that my neck too cranky. . .cant enjoy the observation. . .also, found out that some people there are living WMDs with their laughing. . .lolx. . .once they start, simply cant stop them. . .lolx! ! ! Soon after, attended orientation and seen some of my new classmates. . .ohh god, 3 butches. . .ZzZ. . .cant complain, after all, I'm in engineering. . .ZzZ. . .skipped the darn flag day 'cause Holland lost to Portugal where the idiotic referee helped the damned hosts and that caused me to flare up abit. . .so its good for me to just throw in $15 for the flag day to get 3 hours of my CIP. . .also, got my pair of Total 90III boots. . .just in time man, my Total 90II's near gone. . .July, starts of school, well, still idling around in first few weeks of class, and started to think that did I made the right choice of entering Mechatronics? ? ? August, haha, been to fireworks, yet another overnight again. . .but then really bad thing happened on 9 August. . .well not going to mention it. . .its pointless to grumble now. . .EPl started and weehee, seen Arsenal beating the living daylights out of teams. . .And also, had gotten my Arsenal jersey with EPl badges and Reyes printing. . .hehehe. . .just to leave my weekdays untouched from work, been working in weekends which deprives me of Saturday morning football. . .and that got a impact as I became rusty after a period of absence. . .its already like midway through the semester, yet I am still fooling around. . .ZzZ. . .wondered if Mechatronics is for me. . .near crunch time, October, last month to do serious studies. . .but then, still, playing around and meanwhile gets more involved in football in NYP. . .ok, exam time, but my battling instinct seems to have left me for the papers and I even skipped maths. . .argh. . .damned. . .also, SingAstro Fest, well, not bad of a event, stayed 5 nights in campus. . .sighz. . .not going to do that without proper sleeping conditions. . .cant sleep well during those 5 nights. . .then back to work again, abit rusty here and there after absence from work. . .but managed to clocked in quite a number of hours for that period. . .then Library Gang chalet. . .hahaha. . .better than 2003's and at least more group interaction. . .soon after, preparations for school again. . .yawnz. . .damned, arranged the timetable till I cant have any free time for lunch on Mondays. . .arghz. . .damned. . .and beginning to regret studying Mechatronics. . .Grrr. . .first 2 weeks still managable for me and soon Christmas arrived, had to work during the festive season but at least went through unscathed. . .had a gathering on Boxing day also and on same day, been to Highbury Pub for first time, enjoying my time there. . .with fews days of 2004 left, didnt realised that 2005 will be coming as thoughts were on the tsunami victims. . .wondered why this happened just before new year, dampening moods in the process as well. . .welcomed 2005 in a bored way, not much hype to me. . .

Feelings, well, as usual, there are high and lows for me. . .year 2004, quite of an average year for me, with exception that I learnt more within the months I am out there working. . .also, been trying to think for others as well, after all, I am a selfish guy without giving a thought for others. . .now I am learning to be more understanding and be more patient. . .those who knows me will understand what I mean. . .whether in football or others, the volcanic side of me has always been tempting me to get ugly. . .also, maybe its effect of long absence from school. . .I am very lazy now in terms of studies! ! ! No longer reading novels, doing homework. . .just only games and football in my mind. . .now that I am also getting distracted by other areas. . .well. . .hahaha. . .hopefully 2005, I will be better than what I am in 2004. . .

Resolutions: Get a girlfriend (That's my answer to someone's resolution. . .hehehe. . .)
More physical in strength and more endurance for football. . .
Lastly, ridding my slacking mood away. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~