Grr, sleepy. . .been up late recently, obviously, playing with my lappy. . .heh, that's the only possible thing that I do whenever I got freetime at home. . .haiz, its the ending of my 3rd week of vacations, so far, haven't been enjoying myself much except through anime or game. . .no choice, got a new mobile to fund. . .can't wait for end of the month! ! ! Arr. . .now quite sick of slogging like mad now, heh, vacations are meant for time to take a rest from studies, wind up wherever its fine. . .but in my case, haiz. . .average, I have been spending at least 30 hours per week working. . .now thinking of taking a week off before school starts for me to chill. . .

Now engrossed in getting models and making them, just had added 1/100 Sword Strike to accompany Freedom. Spent just 5 hours on Strike. . .no challenge at all, parts aren't that much as what I had with my MG Freedom. . .probably the difference between gradeless and Master Grade. . .and I can't do much pose with the Strike too, joints seems more rigid than Freedom. . .but heck it, at least it can stand and hold the big sword with both hands. . .haha, had tried fitting various weapons between Strike and Freedom. . .lolx. . .once I got a camera, gonna spend time doing poses for them. . .hahaha. . .

Slack for a while more before shower and set off for 9.5 hours of work awaiting me. . .

--~^kenneth0601. . .^~

Work, work and work. . .gosh. . .wonder whats in my mind now. . .seems that I been accepting replacements straight at once. . .very different from what I did months earlier. . .probably of this thinking of mine. . ."It's the freaking vacations! ! ! Work while you can! ! !" Duh. . .but seems like I am getting lesser hours though the difference is quite small. . .anyway, probably its a good thing, since I am approaching halfway through my vacations already and so far, done nothing except work as if its like no tomorrow. . .probably the intention of owning the 3230 is driving me to work for it. . .probably first time I splashed my pay on a single item. . .lolx. . .Singtel listed $598 as the price. . .oh man, way high away from M1 for Starhub. . .probably trade off this buggy 6610 of mine. . .listed $100 value for it. . .whatever, gonna try to get the 3230 without paying at $598 for it. . .ohh damned, my mp3 player is gonna be gone for good. . .cant charge the player now, damned, good thing that I have my discman with me, but seems wierd without my mp3 player around. . .afterall, i would prefer a small music player rather than a bulky player in the form of my discman. . .hmm save up for my ultimate dream player? The Zen Touch player. . .hmm, let's see how things go before I hammer at it. . .

Saturday's Star Trek was abit of cockup. . .forgot to brought down shower curtains, ground sheets, then the bus went MIA, participants were somehow rowdy. . .even messing with scopes once no one's using it. . .ZzZ. . .anyway, still went successfully despite these hiccups. . .wow, overnight before I start split shift, nice. . .tried to grab some sleep but got raided hard by mosquitoes. . .shall make it a point regarding mosquito coils and repellants when overnighting. . .finally a good night with star filled skies. . .wondered when was the last time I used a scope. . .lolx. . .nevertheless, still had some fun there. . .

Gonna go for showers, going to get my UOB TX account up. . .before starting another day of split shift. . .

--~^kenenth0601. . .^~

Been lazy regarding this bloggy of mine. . .heh, got mood and mindset for work and anime, but reagarding thi blog, heh, damned, like what I had done to my studies all these while. . .hmm, results going to released soon, probably ain't expect to do well, afterall, I am reowned for flopping papers now, instead of flying through like what I had in Deyi. . .enough of pathetic studies now. . .grr. . .now day in day oupaycheck awaiting me but then, at what price? Wrecked body? Missed time with friends? Damned. . .t, doing the same things for 6 days now, not that I am complaining, but, somehow, maybe its my body, starting to feel the strains. . .never had been in such schedule which lasts 7 day in a row. . .end of the day, fat pay check, but at what price? Wrecked body? Friends neglected? Damned. . .

Then again, with the fat check, probably I will embark on a wild shopping spree. . .first off with my mobile. . .this 6610 of mine is absolutely crap at times. . .shutting itself down for no apparent reason. . .and being the first generation colour mobile, time has probably call on it already. . .browsed some Nokia mobiles, and found out that 3230, woo, specs looks attractive. . .but the dimensions. . .er. . .heck it. . .that's what I did with my lappy. . .2.8kg for a power packed lappy. . .hehehe, gonna follow that trend for my new mobile as well. . .$598 for that. . .heh, gonna packed my work schedule for that. . .

Thought that I can use this holidays to think through what I had done for this past year in poly and what is my purpose in life. . .probably too early to think of that? Heh, its me that I am talking here so, its my right to think about that. . .think I gonna need to be alone in a peaceful environment for that. . .simply can't think through properly at home. . .haiz. . .

Probably not interested in getting myself involved with City Harvest in the first place, but I wondered how I agreed to a trip to a session at CHC. . .and ohh man, $2 for a ride there, and stuffed pack with people. . .err, B4-L4. . .ohh mine. . .B4, large auditorium and its like a freaking TV studio, cameras were there to film worshippers. . .started off with songs, as expected, what can they sing in a prayer session? ? ? Then got on to something like bible studies, but damned, simply hates it when the pastor keeps saying animals are created by God for men to have dominon on. . .come on, get a life. . .shall not divulge further into that. . .grr, now that my contact details were given to them, now, probably they gonna get me in for more sessions. . .ohh, how in the hell I got myself involved with CHC? ? ?

Shall end for now, mind and body starts to shut down. . .

Erm, before I end, gotta thank someone, well, heh, probably without that situation, I probably wouldn't had survived Saturday's full house at Seoul Garden. . .Sorry that I can't help to resolve it but I do wanna say 'Arigatou Gozaimas!'

-~^kenneth0601. . .^~

Status: Raised body temperatures, low interior body temperatures, muscles aches, slight headache and ocassional shivers. . .

Cause: Unknown. . .

Solution: 2 X panadol plus 8 hours of ZzZ. . .

Plans: Should be up and functional next day. Work as normal. . .

--~^kenneth0601. . .^~

Finally uploaded the pictures of my Freedom Gundam. . .Enjoy. . .





















--~^kenneth0601. . .^~

WORK WORK WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

--~^kenneth0601. . .^~

Argh! ! ! Didn't realized that I haven't been updating for a week?! Holy shit. . .hahaha. . .try to make this short and sweet. . .finally end of exams. . .what crap prepaprations I had for my last 2 papers. . .I only studied for C programming on the day itself, thank god that I had most of the stuff embedded in my head already. . .head to exam room, simply write down the answers. . .then supposed to get my MG 1/100 Freedom Gundam after that, but somehow, Freedom seemed to be a hot item, sold out. . .next intake, next day later. . .so I placed a order for 1 unit. . .Tuesday wanted to do the model. . .ZzZ. . .go to library on the next day, wah, abit of ZzZ. . .then work, damned the dessert bar, so much items to keep now. . .damned. . .troublesome crap. . .wanted to watch Bayern smack Chelsea, so stayed up just in case I overslept. . .duh, shouldn't have done that, Bayern lost out, then I got abit feverish as well. . .holy shit. . .can't wait for shift to end, head off to get my Freedom! ! ! Damned, feeling wierd inside me. . .got that sick feeling. . .damned, not getting when vacations are appraoching?! Damned! ! ! Yay! ! ! Finally landed the Freedom kit. . .wow, the shop stocked up tons of MG models since Monday. . .damned, tempting. . .hehe. . .wow, parts seems to be alot. . .can't wait to start! ! ! Ohh man, nose started to blow up. . .damned, at least blowing up at home, not out of home. . .
Kun Loong was coming to my house to finish his Meteor kit, but got unwell, so call off, ok, I shall start on Freedom asap! ! ! Grr, really pain in the ass when nose starting blowing up. . .wondered how much toliet paper I used up to clean up my nose. . .cutting out the parts, filing them, wow, its so D & T. . .lolx. . .spent 10 to 6 plus on Freedom. . .then realized that the wings are too freaking heavy for the body. . .it bends back when I attached the wings to it and quite filmsy. . .ZzZ. . .it fell off quite a few times already. . .ZzZ. . .

Friday last paper, yay, hahaha, but didn't study! ! ! Holy shit! ! ! Argh, heck it. . .its a matter of how well I do only. . .but got stunned by the questions! ! ! Argh, heck it, should pass the paper. . .then Felix passed on some anime to me. . .wow, vacations, I have 3 things to do. . .work, anime and football! ! !

Yesterday, shouldn't have got out early. . .for nearly an hour, inside clubhouse doing nothing. . .duh, head off at 0800= baka! ! ! ZzZ. . .head off to Jurong industrial park to do shopping for club. . .nice man, not sure which part of Jurong we were. . .place full of factories, workshops. . .in the end, brought screwdrivers, piler, spanner, pails, thrash bags. . .basically, hardware. . .yawnz, good thing that I managed to kill off time before 1730. . .but damned, miscommunication got me waiting for an extra hour. . .thank god that there is this store named 'Borders'. . .read some magazines before meeting fellow gunners. . .nice, meet @1830 becomes 1900. . .damned, game started once we reached pub. . .wow, new guy joined us. . .damned ,tons of bullshit from him, worst than Aeikost or Suede. . .hahaha. . .even Jon also went berserk, cheering becomes shouting. . ."The referee is a F****** C******! ! !", "Who the F****** boo are you?!" ohh boy. . .never seen him that crazy. . .but who cares. . .we won! ! ! FA Cup final, here we go! ! ! Then got supper before home. . .full shift to follow. . .

--~^kenneth0601^~

Hehehehe, last night was very enjoyable. . .finally back to Highbury pub for Arsenal game, then Chelsea and Man U dropped points. . .wow, lolx, what a good night to cap. . .and also, for the beach football tournament that I played recently, received a certificate for participating. . .heh, at least something to showed that I was involved in a tournament. . .hehehe. . .

Wow, anime time now. . .hahaha, finished Mai-HiME already, now waiting for Love Hina, Mahoraba and Mahou Sensei Negima. . .damned, not enough seeders. . .ZzZ. . .hehe, never mind, I don't mind watching Mai-HiME again. . .hahaha. . .Mai Tokiha, kawaii! ! !

Tomorrow, weehee, getting my first model. . .hehehe, MG 1/100 Freedom. . .now waiting for Bandai to release nu-Freedom model. . .hehehe. . .

That's all for now, back to Mai-HiME. . .hehehe. . .

--~^kenneth0601^~

ZzZ. . .help. . .in need of a QUIET place to study! ! ! Argh! ! ! Damned Geoff! ! ! Everywhere he goes, noise pollution is ensured. . .no doubts about it. . .thought he came up to clubouse to study. . .but, in the end, can't get my pen up and start writing. . .duh. . .probably should start an operation called "Nullify Geoff!". . .seriously, where the hell is his serious side? ? ? Seems like he needs to ignite every single soul in the club before realizing what he has done? ? ? Oh man. . .

Enough of Geoff. . .ZzZ. . .damned, abit pissing regarding yesterday's paper, though I only studied what I picked on from the textbook. . .but most of them popped out in the paper. . .ohh man. . .at least attempted every question, rather than leaving huge gaps of blank in between. . .probably a chance to score 50 for paper and a chance of pulling through. . .provided lecturer really gurantees that 40 is the passing grade. . .

Thermo is next, cursed, where the hell is my notes?! Damned, paper is nearing, but my notes went flying. . .duh. . .back to revision, gonna trust my PX100 to deliver quality music and block out Geoff's rants. . .baka Geoff! ! !

--~^kenneth0601^~

Finally back here for new post. . .probably its a long post. . .hahaha. . .

Cursed that Panasonic headset of mine. . .barely 2 months old and its giving up on me. . .damned. . .got Sennheiser PX100 as its replacement. . .those Germans sure know how to make good headsets, aren't there, and at a price also. . .$79.90. . .ohh gosh. . .Friday was April Fool's day, but somehow, very quiet day, no joker was around. . .probably a year with a quiet April Fool's day for me. . .not even Su tried something. . .very quiet and wierd. . .anyway, last Friday, finally got PX100 plus a trip down to Sunshine Plaza, supposed anime heaven. . .hmm, funny though, only level 1 has shops, and that is all. . .shops at level 1 only. . .never mind that, wow, eyes glued on to the models displayed. . .from [Gundam] to [Star Wars] to [Transformers], woo. . .haha, probably hit the jackpot man. . .found a shop, wow, sell tons of [Gundam] models, though most of them are from [Seed] and [Destiny], but still find 'Zero Custom' plus models from the earlier series. . .and they offer modelling courses! ! ! Damned, probably no time for that though. . .woot! ! ! 'Meteor' unit! ! ! Ohh man, saliva drooling. . .lolx. . .plus 'Strike Rouge'! ! ! Ohh man, seen the usual models found in [Seed] and [Destiny]. . .er, did I saw a 1/60 'Strike Rouge'?! Holy shit?! 1/60 'Strike Rouge'! ! ! Ohh man, my bank gonna go bust. . .hahaha, but sadly, seen tons of models, but no 1/144 'Freedom'. . .ZzZ. . .probably gotta splash on a 1/60 straight. . .hahaha, a 1/60 'Freedom' standing at my workstation. . .woot! ! ! Browsed through other shops as well, hmm, though not selling models, but other anime stuff were on sale. . .seen [Destiny] character's talking doll! ! ! But seen Stellar's and Shinn's. . .ZzZ. . .who needs that baka Shinn. . .when I asked for a 1/144 'Freedom', a shopowner told me: "Get a Meteor, got Freedom in it." heh, like I don't know that, but currently, I don't have the space for such a long unit?! Argh. . .cursed, why I don't have my own room?! Damned. . .got off to Paradiz, wow, 'Impulse' only for $18 nett. . .ohh my. . .looked around for somewhile before heading back to outlet. . .ZzZ. . .working on April's Fool. . .wow. . .heh, my PX100 simply owns. . .hehehe. . .starting at 1800 but I got there like 1600++, nice. . .haha, ate and slack. . .finally started work. . .dumped into cashier. . .ZzZ. . .as time goes, walk in quests filling in gradually, and poof, near full house with few tables left. . .ZzZ. . .then irritating guests also, damned. . .full house on April's Fool, nice. . .duh. . .finally end shift. . .got home quickly, wanna sleep early, football on Saturday. . .

Damned, the weather, woke up at 0700, but the weather, ZzZ. . .and bang, down falls the rain, and poof, football gone. . .ZzZ. . .in the end, spent time on A3. . .ZzZ. . .cursed, had hell of a time finishing the quest. . .duh. . .then got bored, back to anime. . .finshed up [Planet ES]. . .woot, damned nice series man. . .funny and light-hearted, at least no war this time. . .probably I am little sick of mecha fights. . .heh. . .probably 'cause I had ran out of [Gundam] already. . .hahaha. . .er, damned, no 'live' Arsenal game. . .ZzZ. . .even ESPN's gamecast was lagging. . .ZzZ. . .but heck, we took back 2nd place! ! ! Muahaha, try drawing 0-0 to teams like blackburn at home. . .hahaha. . .5 more goals from Henry and he's Arsenal all time top-scorer! ! ! Woot! ! ! Just back and he starts to banging in goals. . .hehehe, solidfy the 2nd spot for now. . .squeeze Man U down! ! !

Yesterday was day of boredom, slack around whole day, in the end, re-watch [Seed]. . .ohh yah, stumbled on jackpot. . .Tamaki Naki singles! ! ! Hahaha, quickly downloaded them and throw them straight into my playlist. . .hahaha. . .

ZzZ, gotta head off for showers then to school, revise for paper. . .damned, electronics. . .damned. . .hell of a headache there. . .cursed. . .

--~^kenneth0601^~

Finally bothered to came up here to post. . .busy with mugging books, anime, A3. . .last week of school, exams extremely near, few days away. . .now charging hard at electronics. . .need to score 50/100 to obtain total of 40% for the module. . .which my lecturer say its the passing mark. . . -.- at least have a go for it. . .don't wanna see electronics again. . .which brought me into this thought. "Damned, should I go for DME?". Afterall, mechanical stuff gets in my head more easily than electronics would. . .now shall layout my options before submitting the transfer form. . .now loss of words. . .thoughts flooding my mind. . .sighz. . .not that I am cracking up, but I feel now, there isn't a drive inside me to push up. . .probably that drive is there during my football time. . .ZzZ. . .probably end this post for now. . .so far, no good stuff after all these days. . .

--~^kenneth0601^~

Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to present you. . .version 2 of my blog! ! ! Finally time for me to change the layout. . .hahaha. . .spent 5 minutes browsing through before finally landing this skin. . .editing it was a chore. . .wanted to have my dark background back, but repeated attempts were futile. . .just have to make do with this. . .heh, and I gotta edit recent posts so that the colours don't clash. . .spent too much time in "Seed" and "Destiny", thus the reason to find a skin related to them. . .probably I will change the banner picture. . .still can't find a good picture of Freedom Gundam. . .

Yesterday was simply pissing. . .damned Jon and Rezzi, should have got that bitch to have their marks slashed. . .wanted to present the work and that's will be it for Idea, but they chose to disappear and I gotta go back next week to present?! What the hell is this bullshit?! Aren't they want to finish this as soon as possible?! Damned, what classmates I have. . .then for work, damned ass China bitch. . .wait for a while for order to be taken also cannot. . .what the hell, idiot China bitch. . .thanks man, my impression of China 'improved'. . .now I can't wait for China to screw up big time. . .damned. . .

Wanted to sleep for longer hours, but went for football, aww, now as usual, strains here and there. . .was thinking of going for movie, but better than I rest. . .been through a week of tiring days. . .sleeping hours insufficient also. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Wierd thinkings and dreams been running through my head recently. . .and prompts me to post somehthing here. . .exams are nearing, and I told myself to make use of these 2 weeks to buck up and go all the way. . .seems that I had go all the way for anime. . .damned. . .where's my iron will that's with me during Deyi days? ? ? Sighz. . .think gonna repeating modules yet again for this stage. . .now thinking what to do after posting this up. . .sleep or stuck on my seat, thinking what to do next? ? ? Haiz. . .supposed to finish the presentation for the idiotic Idea module, but till now, what I have is still the skeleton, far from the finished product. . .ZzZ. . .now suddenly pops up this question inside my head. . .'What's your purpose in your life now?' Not sure how I ever think of that. . .but, this questions sets me back and thinking. . .haiz. . .probably like "Destiny's" Athrun, still searching the answer to the question. . .maybe. . .haiz. . .probably gotta stop behaving normally already. . .deep inside me, is a severely wrecked mind. . .keeping the damaged parts away from sight, possibly rejecting aid as well. . .haiz. . .that's is just so me. . .hiding my feelings deep within me, not willing to show it out. . .but what I gain in the end? ? ? Haiz. . .shall not divulge further. . .think I shall hit the sacks. . .tiring day I had so far. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Woohoo. . .hahaha, had enjoyed the tournament yesterday. . .though we didn't reach the semis but as a whole, we had fun. . .in a group of 8, we got 3rd, won 4, drew once and lost twice. . .scored 10, conceded 6. . .actually, that is quite of a feat, given that its the first time the team played together and we were facing quality opponents. . .wow, cheers 'Arsenal Red'! ! !

For the tournament, what preparations I had. . .the night before, had night shift and it was Sir Ken's last day also, there was an little party after operations. . .ohh boy, Fye prepared something special for sir. . .went around the buffet counter, took a little from every container and mixed it up in a bucket. . .ohh man, try getting splashed by that. . .got 2 pails standby from what I seen. . .lolx. . .sir saw the pail, knew what we were planning. . .lolx. . .then ran around the outlet. . .lolx. . .didn't really knew what happened excatly, still finishing up the closing. . .when we were done, place is like cleaned up, as though nothing happened. . .but seen some food scraps lying around. . .ohh. . .probably its good that I am still doing closing. . .then had large pizzas. . .ohh boy, stuffed in 4 pieces. . .full up. . .later headed off to coffeshop for drinks and chat. . .chat chat and chat till 3am I think. . .ohh man, getting drowsy. . .tournament coming up. . .nice. . .got home, showered and intended on resting but fell asleep instead. . .holy shit. . .bad move. . .wanted to be up by 0600, overslept by 0700. . .lucky Jeff bombed my mobile, or else I wondere what time will I get up. . .quickly rushed preparations and only reached City Hall near 0800. . .ZzZ. . .better late than never. . .and duh, wondered why reach Siloso so early. . .got there, got people there already, but I think its after 0900 then the rest starts to arrive. . .ohh. . .quite a group for my side. . .senior and junior Gunners. . .lolx. . .2 teams. . .'Arsenal Red' and 'Wenger Boys'. . .and our kits. . .woot! ! ! Gunners jersey are the standard issue! ! ! As time approaches 1030, our first game. . .tension and excitements building up. . .afterall, in my 18 years of life and nearly a decade of football life, that was my debut tournament. . .soon enough, first game goes. . .against the Newcastle fanclub. . .ohh my, they seemed to be playing like a professional club, got a captain leading warm-ups and a manager there. . .ohh boy, we are in for a good time. . .indeed, we were in for a good time. . .2 goals down, team in a mess, 50-50 balls lost out. . .ended up losing 3-1. . .anyway, no complaints, we were outplayed. . .physically, they got the edge and technically too, afterall, they trained together. . .whereas for us, I suppose its the first time we play together as a team, communication were lacking, so are the passes. . .anyway, it wouldn't badly affect us. . .but for me, I was abit pissed with myself. . .cant do much to pull ourselves together. . .anyway, game end, resting time before next match. . .ohh nice, walkover. . .this team 'One Leg Kicking FC'. . .yah, they got 'One Leg Kicked' out of the tournament. . .got our first 'win'. . .meanwhile we tried to come out with strategy and tactics, 6 games left, chance there to reach top 2. . .but holy shit. . .

Next team we met, Southampton's fan club. . .we started off brightly but somehow luck wasn't on our side. . .I got sandwiched and had to go off to clean up my wound. . .soon after, the Saints break and got a goal. . .against the run of play! ! ! We were doing well, passes reaching the players, more possesion and importantly, more attacking play. . .but again, luck was not with us. . .their lead extended to 2 and dying moments, their 'keeper made a good save off my shot. . .was about to celebrate but his hands managed to parry it out somehow. . .good game for them and us. . .though we resent it later on. . . Again, break time for us to cool down and calm down. . .2L and a W isn't a good start to me. . .still waiting to break my duck. . .seen the French team demolishing teams at will. . .ohh boy, can't imagine that they were in the same group with us. . .anyway, waiting for our next match. . .wow, I am really too outdated for Sentosa. . .seems like its getting more fun and lively now. . .and entrance fee is quite cheap. . .hmm, probably hold an outing there? ? ?

Long time since enjoyed myself in such condition. . .woo. . .ok, next game up. . .ohh man, we started off brightly and I fired in shots after shots, but my vintage finish eluded me. . .but I wasn't ready to throw in the towel. . .finally broke the duck and ohh boy, what a nice feeling it was. . .soon, few more chances to wrap up, but missed. . .and almost costly as well. . .we conceded one near late. . .but somehow, we took the lead and desperate defending finally earned us the victory. . .no time to slack though, French team next. . . As usual, they dominated the proceedings. . .but thanks to our defence, we managed to shut them out and we almost grabbed the lead. . .I fired in a curling shot towards the bottom corner but it got parried out. . .2nd half also began like the first, but we managed to find more space to fire in shots. . .but ended up in a goaless draw. . .one thing though, we stopped the winning run and held them to a goaless draw! ! ! Woohoo! ! !

Haha. . .well, got an long break before next game, head off for lunch. . .and ohh boy, hungry even after gulped down an pack of fried rice. . .anyway, can't eat much, still got games coming up. . . Next up was this team made up of malays and indians. . .as usual, we started off brightly, but somehow, my finishing was off, 2 one on ones were off, and one of them cannon off the post. . .grr. . .good thing that Jeff whacked one in. . .or else I probably wouldn't forgive myself for missing those chances. . .crunch time. . .last game coming up. . .our opponents, apparently, Liverpool fans. . .and they were involved in some ugly scences earlier on. . .hmm, lets mess with their temper. . .true enough, their aggressive ways and temper seemed to paved way for us to have an easy time against them. . .by first half, 2 goals up for us. . .in second, as usual, we started off attacking. . .and damned, brought down hard. . .wanted to tell off that guy but I let it go, we were here for football, not brawl. . .got a freekick as well. . .I placed the ball, looked up at goal. . .soon after, whacked in a thunderbolt. . .sweet, sent that up in the top corner. . .and almost, I suffered recurring cramp in my left calf. . .I was taken off soon after my goal. . .apparently, they thought I was going to blow off. . .never mind, use that time to stretch my calf. . .lolx. . .Aeikost playing. . .hahaha. . .but he almost got a goal. . .wow. . .hahaha. . .soon back into action again, now trying to fend off their attacks to keep a third clean sheet in a row. . .aww. . .almost added a second goal for myself. . .grr. . .but never mind, the 4th goal came soon. . .and referee blew the whistle and as usual, handshakes being exchanged around. . .what a way to end our final game, 4 goals and a clean sheet. . .hehehe. . .

Waited eagerly for the final group standings. . .argh. . .missed out on the second spot. . .but overall, I enjoyed this experience of beach football. . .at last finally got a day to relax out in the sun instead of kept inside my house. . .since we were out, might as well pack up and head off for a well deserved rest. . .showered, bade farewells to my fellow Gunners and went off to fill our stomach. . .got off and Harbourfront, went to dine in at Mac. . .spent the time chatting then ok, road to home. . .argh. . .took bus home. . .and the journey seemed long. . .left Harborfront with skies still blue, reached home with skies dark already. . .ohh, 2030. . .nice. . .hahaha, reached home, both legs limping, sun burnt and extremely tired. . .managed to stuff in food. . .must be really tiring after all these fun out in the sun. . .hahaha. . .now I wished for more tournaments like these. . .hehehe. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally back here to post. . .actually wanted to post one entry yesterday, but simply too tired and couldn't be bothered then. . .date now is 19 March, holy shit. . .tomorrow gonna be a big day for me. . .playing in a tournament at Sentosa, and I gotta work later on after an overnight observation session at NYP?! Wow, it will be a miracle it I am still intact after tomorrow's tournament. . .

Hmm, papers nearing, gotta start revising or should I say, learning. . .afterall, wondered how many lectures were spent fooling around. . .gonna be a uphill task for electronics and thermofluids, since both are the first papers and importantly, lecturers taught in Greek. . .ZzZ. . .good thing that I stopped gaming for now, but anime heat took over. . .good thing I had Destiny covered, at least watching 1 episode per week for now. . .phewz, and less working days, at least more time there to finish up the loose ends. . .

Regarding to one of the posts inside my cbox. . .hmm, I ain't playing football in campus not in the near future. . .afterall, got free gym to use, I gonna use my long free times on Fridays and Wednesdays to do some workout and 2 rounds of jog around campus perimeter. . .good ways to build up strength and stamina. . .Mondays and Saturdays for football. . .hmm, more or less, an proper schedule. . .

Lastly, got post in the new SP Astro committee, quarter master, responsible for equipment, club property. . .anyway, shall not say more for now. . .now thinking of FO camp. . .haha, gonna have wierd ideas for the camp, now need to get people to help out in planning. . .

Hmm, that's all for now, gonna rest before heading off for work. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally back at home. . .ohh man, feels great. . .not because I am back home, but because of the fun I had during the time I spent there. . .though was wet on second day late morning to night throughout, but still, haha, enjoyable. . .

First night, wow, lights out only after 0330 hours. . .lolx. . .had the time from 1930 to then gathering, played some games before forming groups, stashing our stuff into bunk and so forth. . .shouldn't have surrendered my mobile. . .at least I still can dial a coke whenever I want to. . .hmm, let's start from my group. . .called 'Crimson', had our bands in red colour. . .and guess what? ? ? Our group flag was painted in red only! ! ! Simply style! ! ! There were 6 groups, they named themselves 'Pink Panther', 'Ori', 'Morphling', 'Hen Lei' and 'No Idea'. . .lolx. . .wierd names they got. . .Haha. . .later got this game, going around in campus searching for lightsticks and getting out of 'harm's way' at the same time. . .damned, the GPs were so 'timely'. . .popping out from nowhere, and screams followed. . .aww, my eardrums. . .my group went nearly in a circle, wanted to proceed up to childcare, only to find it declared 'danger zone' by GPs. . .then finally it got closed due to the dogs. . .ZzZ. . .we gotta find the lightsticks, avoid the GPs and 'devil' at the same time. . .what happened if bumped onto them? ? ? Haha, good luck, 1 lightstick to be taken plus 2 members to get tied up. . .duh. . .got around the campus, getting out of "harm's way" also, then got a loud scream again, off FC4. . .ZzZ. . .soon after, 'devil' appeared, obviously, we ran off only to have people falling down. . .ZzZ. . .good thing no one got seriously injured. . .but one girl, Pamela, got swollen toe. . .and I think from then on, lolx, the girls started to address him as 'fat devil'. . .lolx. . .then for the next 20 minutes, my group just hanged outside LT18. . .and ohh yah, where's medic. . .seems like there are medical equipment, but no one to apply them properly? ? ? -.- Anyway, not anything serious. . .soon, head back to SAC foyer. . .at last, shower time. . .but its like past 0300 and we are still up. . .ohh boy. . .finally got washed up. . .lolx, almost missed out my conditioner and shower foam. . .lolx. . .finally got them, listened to music for some while before finally hit the sacks. . .and ohh boy, mixed up sleeping bags. . .lolx. . .probably too tired already, cant differtiate other's sleeping bag. . .haha, at last, closed my eyes and head off to dreamland. . .but it aint be good sleeping experience. . .initially used my windbreaker as pillow, but gotta deploy that, getting cold, then just grabbed my jeans and shirt, folded them and used that as my pillow. . .thought end of problems. . .but, ZzZ. . .struggled to get asleep. . .plus the GPs, were annoying. . .creeping in, attempting to steal our flags. . .ZzZ. . .wished that I didn't hand over my mobile. . .damned. . .lastly, managed to get some sleep. . .

I think its already past 0800 when I got up, most of my fellow campers were getting ready to wash up. . .damned, hair got quite messed up, try sleeping with wet hair. . .ZzZ. . .head to clubhouse, woo, scopes back, Geoff was inside, banged the door to get him open. . .haha, very bad. . .but hell if I care. . .wanna ask how was the trip to NTU. . .seemed bad from him. . .left soon after, didn't want to disturb his sleep. . .gathered up in FC5, ready for breakfast, but, as usual, gotta have cheers before eating. . .ZzZ. . .eaten and supposed to be charged up for whole day of activities. . .started off with obstacle course. . .wow, my team got off to a flyer at the first game. . .though got wet and mud on shorts. . .haha, but the second, ZzZ. . .try hockey using cardboards and tennis ball. . .ZzZ. . .can't even whack in a hard grounder. . .lost 5-3. . .ZzZ. . .lastly, went off to final game, stepping on others' balloons while keeping your's intact. . .haha, my team was simply owning. . .haha. . .won the game eventually. . .argh. . .after obstacle course, phewz, approaching lunch time. . .finally some breather. . .food down stomach, stoning time starts. . .watched football at the field before finally report back. . .spent the next hour at least singing camp songs before getting started with the next game. . .'mini-treasure hunt' was next. . .yeah, 'mini' huh, duh. . .we gotta move around to according what the clues described. . .damned, stuck at first stop for like 20 minutes at least, and ohh man, that set our pace for the game. . .moved up and down, left and right. . .ZzZ. . .FC2 to plaza, to basketball court to plaza again, then T3, IDEA centre, T21, childcare centre, T11 before finally hit ending point. . .damned. . .with a hurt teammate, we had to stroll through. . .and wow, despite that, we managed a 3rd place finish. . .cheers! ! ! And holy shit crap, next was simply freezing hell. . .already raining, plus a air-conditioned room. . .ohh man. . .crawl thorugh flooded floor, getting splashed all over. . .damned. . .almost went snapped. . .brr. . .freezing. . .brr. . .went to dry myself with the handdryer. . .but, duh, little help from it. . .dinner was a buffet. . .but, -.- didn't quite filled my stomach. . .almost got a chance to shower, but gotta pushed it back. . .ZzZ. . .moved out to foyer. . .more camp songs to follow. . .lolx. . .fun time there, got this Indian guy, almost getting picked on by the GP. . .haha, no choice only Indian there. . .lolx. . .final game of the camp arrived. . .block catching. . .ZzZ. . .with only 2 blocks to run, how in the hell we evade the GPs? ? ? And my team got off to the worst possible start. . .within minutes, Alicia, who was with me, fell soon after we tried to evade. . .no choice stopped to check up on her, GPs told me to scram. . .ZzZ. . .only 2 blocks to run for, seriously, how in the hell to evade capture? ? ? Duh, got caught. . .sent to this 'dungeon' damned, water again. . .ZzZ. . .got released but damned. . .moment I got out, 4 GPs homed on me. . .try evading. . .unless I got stealth mode. . .ZzZ. . .went in again, but got off soon after, this time got my teammate, and head off to a hiding place which I find it safe. . .guess what, found 2 campers there. . .sneaked in and kept quiet. . .cant stand hiding in, got out, and ohh man, scary, no one in sight except GPs, looking for campers to hunt. . .walked through top levels silently, and when I got down to so call rescue my teammates, guess what, all of them were out. . .ZzZ. . .damned, pissed, back to the hiding spot. . .stayed there till game's officially over. . .guess what? ? ? Those 2 campers I found, didn't get caught at all. . .seems like they headed there right from the start. . .and phewz, the 'dungeon' I had, was spared from touching a skull. . .holy shit, just imagine the girls in my group had a touch of that. . .ohh man. . .thank goodness games over. . .head back. . .thought shower time. . .but GPs got a room designed out as a disco for us. . .but no thanks, it aint my liking. . .rather watch football than clubbing on that moment of time. . .head off to shower. . .wow. . .finally cleaned up after a day of mud, sweat and water. . .stayed in the Aviation clubhouse for a while before listening to some music and finally lights out for me. . .ohh man, hard time sleeping without a proper pillow. . .ended up aching joints later in the morning. . .phewz. . .GPs were going around to do 'make-up' on us, but thank God that I woke up in time when a GP was ready to 'attack' me. . .and I was left alone. . .but seen them going around with some noises. . .ZzZ. . .wondered what time I first opened my eyes. . .others were still soundly asleep except for me. . .finally drifted off to sleep, woken up by noises of waken campers. . .washed up and packed up. . .yeah, ending of camp soon. . .ZzZ. . .last day, still want cheer or greeting? ? ? ZzZ. . .get a life. . .everyone's like high on fatigue levels. . .let alone getting greetings correct with loud voice. . .ZzZ. . .finally caved in, and started on eating. . .lastly, every group gotta perform once before ending the day. . .hahaha, ohh man, one group's performance didn't spared the chairman of this camp. . .lolx. . .a 'Ruhua' among the campers =/. . .photos time before a close camp speech and a dance. . .finally its over! ! ! Woohoo. . .haha, probably think of joining more of such camps. . .haha. . .ohh man, shouldn't have brought extra clothes. . .ZzZ. . .damn the list. . .what a load. . .ZzZ. . .slept on the bus but cant sleep in peace, people around me so damned noisy. . .ZzZ. . .got home, instead of heading to my bed straight, I went to checked up on my download, and wee! ! ! Destiny first 20 episodes done! ! ! Haha, charged straight for that. . .ended up finishing 13 episodes. . .lolx. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Supposed to have this up last night, but dunno what's with blogger. . .ZzZ. . .added cbox this morning, tired to tag-board having server problems. . .and cbox seems more better to look at than tag-board. . .

Argh, well, just back from school. . .strange isn't it? ? ? Me, back at home on 1300, Friday. . .haha, of course there is a reason for it. . .gotta pack for camp later on. . .so gotta miss the trip to NTU for astro. . .anyway, wouldn't regret the miss, think I gonna enjoy the camp. . .sounds fun, since its supposed to involved people from all the clubs and societies in school. . .so, I am out of contact later on till Sunday afternoon the earliest. . .

Finished up the Gundam Seed last night. . .ohh gosh, ending is very tragic. . .WMDs fired nearly at will, fleets, bases reduced to dust. . .ohh man. . .thought sight of a fleet annihilated was bad enough. . .now those. . .ohh man. . .now that I finished Seed, now jamming my bandwidth to get Destiny. . .though I gotta wait till end of year before completing the series. . .still airing in Japan now, think its on a weekly basis. . .never mind, I got Macross Zero waiting plus Last Exile and Gundam X next on my list. . .hahaha, anime freak. . .

Ohh crap, spent so much time doing a project that ain't helpful to my main area. . .ZzZ. . .why the school create this shit crap called 'IDEA'? ? ? Damned, its simply waste of time, and money, given that we gotta make a model out and materials needs funds. . .duh, idiotic school management. . .maybe I should have attended the dialouge session. . .ZzZ. . .

Signing off from here, packing up my stuff. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Wow, didn't realize that this blog haven been updated since Sunday. . .seems like I have this tendency to leave my bloggy there before Wednesdays or Thursday before I starts some updates. . .anyway, didn't have any unexpected happenings so far, so far so good. . .regarding the interview I had on Tuesday, wow, simply stunned. . .not stunned in literal terms, but was taken back abit. . .anyway, its over, shall not talk more about it. . .yesterday, was supposed to wake up at 4am to watch Arsenal's game, but overslept, waking up only at 0645. . .holy shit! ! ! Test at 8! ! ! Quickly got up and rushed through. . .but the traffic aren't cooperating. . .jam and jam and jam. . .ZzZ. . .on the bus for more than a hour. . .ZzZ. . .my headset, dunno what's with it, right channel no sound. . .its only a month old and giving me problems. . . -.- lucky got spare functional ear-pieces, got Felix to rewire 2 sets. . .at least save me from the trouble of going Sim Lim Square. . .finally got my hands on Gundam Seed, and to make space for it, cleared off 'Full House' and 'Summer Scent'. . .and guess what? ? ? 10 DVDs for $19.90. . .wow, hehehe, time for more anime! ! ! 'Last Exile' and 'Macross Zero' are next, hehehe. . .Thursday, ZzZ, go school just for a 2 hour shit crap called 'IDEAs'. . .dammed. . .anyway approaching end of semester, time for mugging of books. . .then chiong for work! ! ! Hahaha. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Supposed to finish up my presentations today, but instead, Dota and Fifa ruled my day. . .spent 3 rounds of Dota straight after waking up, wow, damned good way to start the day huh? ? ? But damned, quitters ruining the games. . .ZzZ. if ya quitting halfway through. . .might as well don't play! ! ! Damned. . .then my father's turn to make my blood boil. . .always messing up with my stuff, making it difficult for me to retrieve them, damned damned damned, argh, enough of it. . .sick and tired of it. . .irritating bugger. . .wanted to read on the book of astronomy, but somehow, it ain't the right mood to absorb in any data. . .spent the time on Fifa before finally hitting the showers and dinner. . .wow, long time since I entered IRC Korea. . .nothing's change there, at least still a source open for me to get my mp3s. . .got Jang Nara's 4th album finally and this group's single, [First Kiss] by Kis Five. . .now waiting for Kang Ta's 3rd album, then here I go again, leeching! ! ! Muahaha. . .chatted in IRC for sometime before Fifa occupied me. . .then back here for a post and of course, wait for the downfall of Chelsea. . .opps, 2nd half starting, gotta sign off. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Back from work, aww, joints aching even before I started work. . .hmm, probably had exterted abit too much during football early in the morning. . .Poo Hee asked me to join him and his band friends for football, since its long time I met him, might as well join. . .well, told him that I wanted to warmup early, but duh, made him waiting. . .opps, hehe. . .well, wondered when was the last time I played at the Deyi court. . .seems more mysterious to me now, probably spolit by the court opposite Bishan Park. . .well, gotta see how I adapt to it. . .hmm, weather don't look friendly from the moment I woke up. . .White and dull, signs of dark clouds and possible rain. . .and true enough, it rained. . .as usual, heck weather, play on. . .and ohh, at least didn't have much problems shooting in the smaller Deyi court, at least my shots didn't went flying over the barrier. . .when match got started, ZzZ, its not that I want to bad mouth people, but, damned, those band guys were going for BOTH the ball AND the LEGS. . .at least I didn't erupted after going through these hard kicks and knocks. . .damned, their highly aggressive style is irritating. . .aww my legs -.- didn't have much space also for me to pull my stunts. . .ZzZ. . .then before I can do something, rain came and we have to abandon. . .guess what we did while it was raining out there? ? ? We did our style of Nike's Total 90 advertisement! ! ! Lolx. . .hahaha. . .those band people left, hmm, wondered, they came for what? ? ? Duh, at least didn't much people to compete. . .hehehe. . .then we went back after weather turned fine. . .wow, skiing football. . .grounds wet. . .goals-wise, well, only 3. . .all in a game. . .and that's it, quite low to me. . .argh. . .rather hit 1 goal per game rather than hit 3 at one go then that't it. . .damned crap. . .then ended around noon before grabbing lunch and headed home for showers. . .

Aww, aching joints, wondered, how to finish work. . .phew, managed to get going during operation hours. . .and I lost count of the hot plated I brought into the kitchen. . .and my hands were slowly drained off by the constant hauling of the hot plates. . .almost had my butterfly toppled, but thank goodness, it didn't. . .almost full house, 3 tables empty due to reservation, but where they went to? ? ? Never appeared. . .hmm, now thinking more on working like what I did while waiting for poly entry. . .vacation's nearing, well, will want to make full use of the time to clock longer working hours. . .probably now I don't mind working 4 days, hmm, cash strapped now. . .gotta pump hours to get extra. . .

And I realised, what the hell was I doing? ? ? I had already lost a friend due to this stupid mindset of mine, and I ain't gonna let it repeat again! ! ! Argh! ! ! But slowly and unknowningly, I will let history repeat itself. . .well, now that I realised it. . .I must think how to salvage it! ! !Damned me. . .sighz. . .always cast a barrier in front of me in this situation. . .sighz. . .now, mind confused, thoughts running on full speed, Christ, wonder how will I get my precious sleep when my mind's up and running. . .come on, time to take action, useless to think and think without making it happen. . .argh. . .damned. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Lazy to update now. . .not that I don't want to, but laziness caught up with me hard nowadays. . .ok, go straight to the point. . .damned the weather, wanted to observe last night, but only to be disappointed by the weather, as usual. . .now, weather also don't look good at the moment, guess that, only look at moon for today. . .this morning, gotten up by 6, but fell asleep again. . .woke up at 8, hmm gone case for thermo class, ZzZ, wondered how many lectures I skipped. . .didn't want to get too involved for football, but in the end, lolx, too engrossed, perspiring like hell, lucky played with top off, at least ain't that worse. . .now slacking in clubhouse, awaiting night to fall. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hmm, not been updating heh. . .well, since now I'm in lab, might as well do some updates. . .Maybe leaving my hair there will be better than what happened for the past few days -.- Had it cut on Thursday, then on Friday, played football in campus. . .And I almost triggered a brawl. . .All thanks to those 2 assholes, wanna play physical? ? ? Well, I obligued and they weren't happy about it and wanted to whack me, damned assholes, good thing I didn't own a tripod yet, or else I would have swung it hard towards their head. . .Then during astro session, didn't had the CG5 pointed towards north and had problems balancing the C8. . . -.- wierd happenings? ? ? Duh. . .then on Sunday night, ZzZ, had keyed in 'Weekday' instead of 'Weekend' ! ! ! Holy SHIT! ! ! But managed to top up the balance. . .phew. . .what was I doing? ? ? Argh. . .

Yesterday, got back marks for electronics. . .guess what? ? ? 11/100 for theory and 32/100 for practical, wow, well done man. . .As time approaches 1700, mind was not in mood for studies. . .wanted to get ready for football straight after school. . .well, got people there already at the court, but never mind, started off to some shots before the guys there got in me into matches. . .wow, now playing more into 'Bergkamp' role. . .Setting up chances instead of finishing them. . .Hmm, think should train more on my passes and awareness. . .hehehe, simply love the way a simple pass cracks open the defence. . .hehehe. . .err, gotta do CAD, signing off now. . .wee, movie after class, and long due. . .hahaha. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Back from gathering at Fish & Co. . .ohh man, must get use to spurging cash on meals. . .$30 for my food there o.o Thought Breeks' pricing quite steep already. . .duh. . .spent like 30 minutes for our tables and miscommunications comes in as we only booked tables for 20 but there were like 27 arrived. . .staff there seemed pissed by the extra people that added on to the tables. . .duh. . .but food there seriously good, and I almost struggled to finished up mine. . .had stuffed in calamari, fish & chips and latte, ohh still full now though itching to chew on something. . .

Must learn more about the night skies already, hmm, must remember how to find the M objects also, probably through banging the star charts hard. . .too bad no cash, or else would splash on D70. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

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Hmm. . .got back some test scripts back. . .well, so far all passes. . .but first failure will sure be electronics. . .hahaha. . .suprisingly, scored 88 for CAD practical despite missing out on tutorial, not listening to lectures. . .wow. . .hehe. . .had mad rush on 'Battleship' map in FT, weehee. . .so fun. . .at least better than Dota for now. . .

Wednesday's first class for me starts at 0800, meaning that I gotta get my ass on the bus by 0700. . .guess what? ? ? I woke up minutes before 0700 -.- and within 30 minutes, got my ass on the bus already. . .but duh, late. . .good thing lecturer didn't screamed at my late arrival. . .phew. . .thermofluids, argh. . .think gonna crash course with David Phua. . .or else got problems. . .almost lost my admin card and EZ-Link in library today. . .good thing recovered back. . .phew. . .or else gonna lose $70 plus. . .hmm, must get my hands on Photoshop Elements and CS. . .then learn through SLR & DSLR cameras by heart. . .hehehe, gonna be a mad shutterbug once I get my hands on a DSLR. . .hehehe. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Err, on a run of short sleeping hours now. . .slept around 1230 then waking up at 0400 for Arsenal game, ohh gosh, back to squareone again. . .was thinking of getting long sleeping hours. . .but now, argh. . .yesterday, well, tests for first 4 hours of school in new term -.- It will be a miracle if I didn't flopped at Electronics badly. . .still in holiday mood. . .went to train up my shooting. . .ohh gosh, long time since been in a soccer court, had funny and wierd contact with the ball as I whacked in the shots. . .realized that my righty's swinging movement aren't that smooth as my lefty. . .probably why my righty totally suck at taking long balls from ground. . .and time to spend more time playing regularly, or else gonna have hard time finding the touch back. . .got home and whacked straight for anime OSTs and got some Gundam Seed Destiny singles and Love Hina seeds! ! ! Just whacked straight. . .hahaha. . .tried this FT map. . .battleships. . .lolx. . .ohh gosh, my team was simply owning the game. . .lolx! ! ! We were using level 1 ships but we banged hard on enemies' more costly ships! ! ! But game got cut off. . .not sure what the hell my adaware was doing -.- anyway, spent the time renaming the songs before taking a short winker before the game. . .

Hey, guess what? ? ? Been listening to Gundam Seed OST and realized that this singer, Tamaki Nami has really nice vocals. . .woot! ! ! Lolx. . .relax, she ain't the second BoA. . .hahaha, wouldn't charge for her stuff straight like what I did for BoA. . .opps. . .lolx. . .but seriously, she really sings well and her age is only 17 this year o.0 Haha, enough of bullshitting here. . .go blast my winamp with her songs. . .wee. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, err, seems like this word 'well' keeps popping out. . .ok, last 2 days, out for 1o hours, on a long house-visits which were mostly on the west side. . .train rides also kills man, no concession for poly students. . . -.- never mind that. . .had good and fun time, at least something nice to lighten the lousy CNY I had so far. . .hmm, maybe should bring along a portable HDD or some big storage man, lolx, drooling over the Macross Zero Nick has in his com. . .lolx. . .Today went also, ohh man, once they starts the poker, ohh man, Sam keep psycho me to join in. . .duh. . .haha, but had fun with the jokes. . .gosh, been having fun till forgetting the fact that its test time. . .2 tests awiting later on and haven't studied at all, well, outcome is already known, no need to guess. . .and it's Valentine's already, well, sighz. . .wished... ... ...well, least say something. . .for my friends who are attached out there, enjoy your time with your loved ones. . .

Well, head off to sleep or continue stoning? ? ? Haiz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, lazy to post anything recently. . .CNY, well, very quiet affair and boring. . .supposed to work for 2 days but due to poor sales, I was released for off. . .cash-strapped already and that missing 2 days of work ain't doing any good. . .ang bao cash ain't hoping much luck. . .my relatives didn't turned rich overnight, don't ever hope of fat ang baos in it. . .study break with CNY holidays, crap. . .wonder how the hell I push for studies. . .ZzZ. . .

Su told me of his problem, and ohh gosh, similar to mine. . .wonder how to help him when I cant even think of good solutions to solve mine. . .haiz. . .later starting on a long house-visit, well mainly at west, haha, at least explore these areas. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, at least I post something before disconnecting my lappy and head off to Tampines. . .sighz. . .CNY 2005, so far, days leading to 9 February hasn't been very smooth sailing for me. . .once again, I let myself down over that matter after some serious thought. . .now thinking should I forget about it and get on or renew the challenge. . .and my heart says the latter is the option for me. . .sighz. . .

And, wondered how many times already so far this year, frequent clashes with my half-assed brain dad. . .grrr. . .intent on making me to throw something at him. . .if not for the fact that he's my dad, I would have probably send him to ICU ages ago. . .grrr. . .such pathetic state my house is in. . .least the thing I can do is that, sorry, please leave my house out of the visits. . .wouldn't want to 'showcase' the loose nut in the house. . .

Pointless to go around and make visits to relatives, good thing that I am down for work. . .at least got some cash to earn, rather than showing a charcoal face in house visits. . .

Chinese New Year, FUCK IT! ! !

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, not sure how to piece my thoughts together, but right now, I am feeling down, lack of drive for serious work. . .been occupying my laptop, trying to keep me away from wild thoughts. . .ZzZ. . .well. . .seems that so far in my 18 years of life, from what I have observed, I, always ignore the warnings and go ahead with it, often, ends up in undesired consequences. . .only after the unhappy or sad moments, I realised where I have gone wrong. . .but its always too late for me to correct. . .now, maybe after this, hopefully there ain't anymore similar incidents again. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, I said I will post my boots' pictures up. . .here goes. . .


Above: My new Total 90III boots. . .beautiful isn't it? ? ? Silver chrome scheme. . .near perfect. .


Above: Why its near perfect, not perfect. . .darn the red circle. . .full silver chrome rocks man. . .


Above: Total 90III Air Max Total 365. . .almost think that its another pair of boots? ? ? Nah, its a sports shoe, except it got designs from Total 90III. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Didn't realise that this bloggy wasn't updated yesterday. . .ZzZ. . .too tired to think. . .went through another overnight session, weehee. . .had fun manning the C8 on my own. . .weehee. . .seen Saturn and Jupiter with 7.5mm eyepiece! ! ! Weehee. . .so beautiful! ! ! ZzZ. . .last night was an overnight session, but wondered where the hell did the rest of the year-1s went to. . .simply vanished from thin air. . .ZzZ. . .never mind, at least can use the scope for longer periods! ! ! Muahaha. . .

Hmm, had some talk with Lee Ming regarding that matter, well, seems like odds are against me. . .but I ain't gonna be put off. . .thinking of asking her out soon to clear the air. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

ZzZ. . .past day feeling quite down, seen the gay fuck manure whacked us, then for my whole 'title chase' there seems to be some problem from what I conclude. . .well, time to open up more instead of keeping it to myself. . .this very bad habit of mine, well, gotta change it, or else, it aint doing any good in now and future. . .

Yesterday went to get a new pair of boots. . .and damned fuck. . .guess what? ? ? New colour schemes popped up suddenly for the Total 90III boots and the Air Max 365. . . -.- brrr. . .got the Total 90III again, but its silver scheme this time and I aint using it for work anymore. . .must preserve and take care of it. . .got a shoe bag as well, its a Arsenal shoe bag plus a new pair of socks. . .maybe later after my shift, I take some shots of my boots and paste it here. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Found this phrase, quite interesting to me. . .

"Key to unlock a girl's heart is an unexpected gift at a unexpected time. . ."

What ya think? ? ?

--~^kEnBoA^~

Thought today gonna be one hell of a day, well, it didn't. . .first, woke up at 0600, slacked for a while before waking up. . . waked up, got my coffee then packed up my stuff before hitting the showers. . .got down to board the bus. . .3 74s came at the same time. . . -.- took 1 then proceeded to finish up the OC presentation thingy. . .ZzZ. . .reached school, lecturer on MC and Ril knew after he reached school. . .ZzZ. . .I can 2 more hours of extra sleep! ! ! ZzZ. . .then spent the extra time slacking. . .damned, electronics practical must touch on the theory part. . . -.- for all I know, its gone case. . .lunch time, got down to FC4. . .hmm, chances that I hit hattrick with right foot aren't less than bumping onto her. . . -.- furthermore, next table. . .ZzZ. . .argh. . .heck her, since I have someone else, whatever she do aint my business anymore. . . And wtf was I trying to do when I started the racist joke crap? ? ? Ended up the whole group laughing ridiculariously loud. . . -.- shall not elaborate. . . quite embrassing. . . -.- Cant stay long, headed off to next class. . .finally finishing a maths test with ease. . . then slacked for the rest of the class time. . .and damned, my urge for a new headset getting strong. . .tried to get ACW to get it but couldn't. . .decided to go Sim Lim after school. . .wow man, good thing I picked the right class for my programming. . .lolx. . .mad bunch of guys there, lolx. . .imagine the chaos they created at every class they attended. . .lolx. . .finished programming, got down to clubhouse, awaiting people to collect forms for the activity. . .ZzZ. . .no one came and argh. . .headed to Sim Lim. . .trip took 1 hour. . .ZzZ. . .and the aircon almost froze my nose. . . -.- reached Sim Lim, and ohh man, took a hell of a time looking for my desired headset. . .looked and looked before finally got one at $36. . .nice effects from the bass. . .haha, but its clip on, and with my current hair length. . . -.- troublesome. . . working later at night as buffet. . .haha, at least not touching floor. . .ZzZ. . .but only 2 working days. . .argh. . .gotta sleep. . .got CAD test. . .ZzZ. . .wanna know what's CAD? ? ? Its complete absolute dumbness. . . -.-

--~^kEnBoA^~

Arghz. . .tomorrow gonna be start of a hectic week, tests starts cramming in yet I have not studied at all. . .I am wondering where's my drive for studies. . .instead, spent the time chatting, fooling around with FT, Fifa and the overnight session on Friday. . .thoughts of quitting school getting more intense. . .already nearing test week, but still in vacation mood. . .wondered, is the 8 month gap from O's to poly too long of a gap for me? ? ? Arghz. . .or the many thoughts and distractions sapping away the much needed focus for studies? ? ? Sighz. . .damned it. . .maybe disillusion regarding engineering. . .now when I see maths or electronics, chills starts coming in. . .ZzZ. . .now let me get some yawnz then wake up early to finish up my assignments. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Argh. . .lazy, lazy and lazy me. . .damned. . .tests and projects stacking up like no tomorrow yet I am still slacking around, doing nothing good to my studies. . .ZzZ. . .other problems also leaking in here and there. . .ZzZ. . .now, let me piece my thoughts. . .ok, well, at least chatted with her finally, but seems like there is a barrier to me, simply can't think properly what should I say. . .but at least seeing and talking to her somehow lighten my mood for the day. . . ^_^ But I should step on the pedal hard, no more slacking off from there now, glorious oppurtunity! ! ! Must grab it! ! ! Gotta find a quiet moment and think though what I should do. . .about 3 more weeks before Valentine's! ! !

And very nice man, got an overnight session to plan. . .duh. . .as though I need CCA points. . .never mind, since its a overnight, might as well plan it. . .haha, I think more to come for me in the future after this task. . .

Damned damned and damned. . .if I gotta work on days which I don't want to, I should start flipping classified ads soon, wonder what the management doing man. . .plan the working days for us? ? ? Arghz, can't leave also, damned. . .gotta wait for the situation to settle before planning what to do. . .sighz. . .signs aren't looking good there. . .if work on Saturdays or Sunday night, well, gotta use this 6-letter word, begins with a R and ends with a N. . .damned. . .where's the good old atmosphere when I came? ? ? Seems like there's no good signs in situation there in weeks to come. . .sighzzz. . .

ZzZ. . .and already like ending of January. . .and so far, its a fucking lousy start to the year for me so far. . .pissed at everywhere I am, from school, work, football. . .if there's a bad start already, well, are things bleak in the following months to come or even in 2005? ? ? Ohh my, still wondering how did I entered mechatronics. . .my passion for engineering seems to have left me for good, now passion for football its burning at its peak now, well, being in Singapore, sighz. . .screw the traditional mindset about getting grades for a fucking good certs. . .whats the use of a piece of fucking paper?! ZzZ. . .how I wish there is a strong emphasis on football, especially after the Tiger Cup win. . .or else, well, think I gotta rot. . .sighzzz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Ok, I must let it out. . .being one of my very negative points, keeping things inside of me is seriously my fatal flaw I have concluded. . .though I am unhappy or excited, somehow, these thoughts were not shouted out. . .and because of that, well, had me in remorse over it. . .now, seems like history's repeating itself again. . .and already like 3 weeks without regular contact. . .during these time, all I can think is about her constantly non-stop despite being in lessons, work and even football. . .though it may be early. . .but,
"Girl, Saranghaeyo. . ."
Thats what been on my mind. . .wanting to say it but, somehow, these words gets stuck in my throat. . .and recently if ya been tied up, please, reply to any of my messages, at least I will be at ease. . .if ya felt annoyed or mad at me or what, from deep inside of me,
"I'm sorry, please forgive me. . ."
Not sure will ya be viewing this, but its for sure, you are the one. . .

--~^kEn_10^~

Wanted to update the blog last night, but didn't realised that time just flew by while we were at the court, having observation. . .dragged myself out from bed early, got football today, so gotta haul ass early. . .ZzZ. . .found out that there is time for some DotA testing. . .tried out centaur. . .ohh man, its near Devil himself man. . .near unstoppable. . .hehehe. . .nice melee hero. . .then went down for football. . .arghz. . .sometimes, I wondering, why do they always overlook the left flank? ? ? ZzZ. . .of course, pissed also. . .got home, as though I aint had been pissed enough. . .screw my half ass dad. . .reached home, and he gotta open his shit-filled mouth. . .damned. . .wondering, is he really my dad? ? ? ZzZ. . .slacked before packing and head off to campus. . .maybe should have not played ball. . .but lucky that didnt sweat. . .or else I would have a sticky night ahead. . .dinner, went to Holland V, weehee, Burger King. . .muahahaha. . .gulped down the mushroom swiss and the sundae pie! ! ! Hehehe. . .got backed to clubhouse, soon, got the scopes out to the court. . .nice weather there. . .clear, cooling and of course, sky littered with stars. . .and the moon's so freaking bright! ! ! Almost blinded when viewing the moon through the eyepiece. . .wahahaha. . .used the scope for some star hunting before going back to clubhouse. . .hmm. . .should I install a cashcard reader to my lappy? ? ? Lolx. . .only machine with net access. . .obviously my lappy are heavily sought. . .bleah. . .tried some FT before slacking for some while and hitting the sacks. . .ohh man, thought had the aircon tuned down, but it got powered up again and brrr. . .freezing time again. . .ZzZ. . .with the guys cleaning up the C8, ZzZ. . .hard to sleep. . .gave up sleeping around 6 plus, and Sam and the others wanted to watch Star Gate. . .got my lappy up for them. . .talked with Adrian for some time before going down for a drink which eventually having breakfast as well. . .duh, gotta pack up after my food's there? ? ? ZzZ. . .never mind. . .tried having 3 pieces of prata. . .ohh man, filling. . .maybe should stick to 2 pieces. . .haha. . .heck it. . .finally headed back home. . .but I wanted to sleep during the trip, my mobile keep ringing. . .ZzZ. . .football, and they are short of 1 man. . .ZzZ. . .damned, why cant I just slack? ? ? Damned. . .reached AMK, rushed home to keep the stuff and head down. . .damned. . .seriously pissed man, wondering why the hell I came down for what. . .tired and pissed, called it a day after 2 games. . .slacked throughout, then Xianyang asked for DotA later in the night. . .now rest for a while before heading out. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, nowadays, quite hard to wake up early, turning in late, skipping past alarms. . .ZzZ. . .yesterday, phew, good thing that the bitch didn't talk so much. . .but she's damned ass. . .stuck dead to the rules, Rezzi came in at 1530, she marked him late, thats ok, but attendence is nil. . .wtf, he came but no attendence. . .pissed, he just walked off. . .damned. . .hey, Su, that bitch your target ar, haha. . .good luck. . .duh. . .scramed off to report for work. . .damned the bus, waited like 10 minutes, came along a single deck. . .damned. . .crammed like mad and I am with my lappy. . . -.- good thing that seats cleared at NP. . .got one and slack during the journey. . .phew, managed to reach outlet with time spare to grab some bite. . .thought gonna be a busy night, but somehow, well, didn;t showed like its a night of holiday eve. . .ended on the dot? Argh, never mind. . .instead of going home for rounds of DotA, chatted with Xianyang about it for 1 hour plus? ? ? Never mind that. . .got home, played 1 round. . .argh crap, damn my dad. . .of all places he can sleep, why cant he sleep in the room?! Thats my dad man. . .ohh Christ. . .'cause of him, I wondered how much fun I missed with those wee hours I could have used and enjoyed. . .sighz. . .good thing later gonna be overnighting in campus, at least he aint around to interrupt my DotA sessions. . .provided that the stupid SP wireless are able to connect me to the others out there for DotA. . .ZzZ. . .think that I better sleep. . .football at 0830. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hooked up to DotA! ! ! Ohh, what great map it is for FT! ! ! Spent bout 3 hours at least on DotA on the previous night. . .wahhaha. . .but damned it. . .parents nagging at me left, right, centre. . .why cant they just sleep? ? ? ZzZ. . .wasted, no Poly 50 for me though I am very keen on it. . .ZzZ. . .sighz. . .instead, spent time slotting in cards for SAA. . .its like 5th or 6th week into the new term, but so far, only understood 4 modules, remaining 3, well, barring a miracle, most likely its a uphill task to obtain a pass. . .and its Thursday tomorrow, bloody shit f*ck, no half day, or else aint seeing that f*cking bitch face. . .and anyway, throwing 15% of the marks for good. . . no point stressing over those crap work. . .and she better dismiss class on time man. . .starting work after class, dont wanna be late 'cause of her. . .ZzZ. . .

And with regards to a certain matter, I saw a glimspe of light after these dark times. . .but, thing is, continue to look for the source and ultimately, get what I have been longing? ? ? Or, stay still and wait for another glimspe of light? ? ? Well, seems like I want to take the first option. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally see Singapore lifting another rhe Tiger Cup again! ! ! Weeeheee. . .pity that cant watch them lifting it live, but viewing through Tv already served some consolation. . .hahaha. . .gogogo Lions! ! ! Bring home the Sea Games Gold! ! ! Ohh Christ. . .must cut down on time spent on my lappy. . .projects, assignments piling like there's only tomorrow left to hand them all. . .damned it. . .pissed off badly by Ideas already. . .gonna toss 15% away. . .damned it. . .and also, try to have early nights soon, or else gonna be shutting alarms down everytime it rings and sleep still. . .freaking hell. . .oral communication must present in formal attire. . .long sleeves and black pants. . .holy shit. . .wear that for just a 15 minutes talk?! Damned. . .anyway, think I better start work on it. . .hehehe, topic. . .is. . .shhhhh! ! ! Haha, will only reveal in few weeks time. . .hahaha. . .now gonna pack my already full Mondays by adding in 90 minutes of football after school. . .well, for today, damned the idiotic weather, almost ruined my session. . .good thing that I remained and trained on my shots. . .holy shit. . .wondering how to fire in low hard thunderbolts. . .I got the thunderbolts, but they went flying high. . . -.- never mind, need time to tune it. . .weehee. . .now Dota getting more and more interesting. . .hahaha. . .just ended a net game with Ri Sheng. . .weehee. . .so fun. . .though lost but at least I nuke him. . .hahaha. . .and he didn't nuke me! ! ! Lolx. . .now gonna enjoy the experience of online gaming! ! !

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, at least bothered to hit the IE icon and come here. . .and for fu*k's sake, whats good about having this shit fu*k module called 'Ideas'? ? ? Fu*kin waste of time and money once projects starts coming. . .worse of all, a shit fu*k bitch of a lecturer's teaching. . .damned, always aide to the rules strictly. . .think everytime reminding us 'No slippers' Fu*k it. . .seen slippers going around till I treat them as near 'standard-issue' footwear. . .wonder what the fu*k her ancient and boring brain is thinking (provided she got one, but I doubt so. . .) Not to mention, her class are as usual, another 2 hours of sleeping time. . .even drawing that drawing still gotta have those construction lines there. . .ZzZ. . .what the fu*k?! Everything follow her way?! Come on read this : Fu*k You! ! ! And as those these not enough, there's still Su, seemed to have that bitch as his new 'target'. . .ZzZ. . .as though he aint dumb enough at times. . .but what the fu*k he has to talk to her after class which hit 1 hourin duration from what I know. . .ZzZ. . .pathetic man. . .better have a module feedback man, time for a eassy writing time. . .shit fu*k. . .

Last night's astro was at least better as sky's clear and managed to do some observation. . .and ZzZ. . .wondered why I said yes to help up in the fiesta. . .ZzZ. . .argh, forget that. . .ZzZ. . .then when session's over, only 4 of us went to Mac. . .ZzZ. . .got home, stuck at lappy till 2am before finally surrendering to sleep. . .had set alarm at 0745, which I really got up in time. . .but shut the alarm and slept on. . .ZzZ. . .lucky got up in time, quickly washed up, and head down. . .but damned, wondered how in the blue hell that I had cramp in my right calf even before I walked. . . -.-" lucky that it aint serious. . .still can play some football. . .ZzZ. . .wondered what's with the guys nowadays. . .today's very quiet, sufficient for 2 teams. . .also cant play much, aww, the cramp. . .closed session early. . .and I wondering, whats with me, very wierd to me this week. . .did I went abit screwed after that near illness? ? ? ZzZ. . .and damned it, that dumbass dad of mine. . .of all the days to paint the flat, he chose today. . .fu*k shit. . .went seriously pissed and pissed and pissed. . .damned. . .ZzZ. . .just spent the last few hours on Dota. . .wahha. . .no wonder its hot. . .lolx. . .haha. . .ZzZ. . .sleep, then tomorrow got work. . .ZzZ. . .projects and unfinished assignments piling up like fu*k. . .ZzZ. . .still thinking on that matter. . .sighzzz. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Quite down physically and somehow mentally for the past few days, almost sick with slight fever, cough, cold kicking and headache kicking in at the same time. . .ZzZ, good thing that I had rest on Tuesday, at least recovered somehow. . .or else I could be staring at a possible 2 months absence from work and sports. . .and for god's sake, though I am manning the booth for my club, but I still gotta say it. . .Damned it! ! ! Why it was told as such last mintue timing! ! ! From what I know, detailed plan was supposed to be submitted by 5th, but by Tuesday, our booth have not been planned. . .ZzZ. . .Wednesday, skipped last 2 hours of class to figure out what's going on. . .ZzZ. . .initial plan for the game was absolutely crap. . .blowing ping pong ball? ? ? Fuk it. . .then when I was in the clubhouse, suddenly the seniors generated lots of ideas, and I went -.-" Damned, why wasn't there a short meeting to discuss it? ? ? ZzZ. . .got the booth, still thinking which game to use. . .seen Life Arts having PS2 at their booth. . .ohh man. . .ZzZ. . .finally got the game up, but seems like abit. . .argh. . .heck it. . .what good thing can ya expect from the very last mintue? ? ? ZzZ. . .enough of talking about the fiesta. . .ZzZ. . .last night's work was so quiet. . .I think for the whole night, total number of tables didn't hit 9. . .ohh god, was thinking what to do. . .ZzZ. . .bored! ! ! Ended shift. . .and damned ass. . .first day after MC, idiot gave us a 'nice' version of tongue-lashing. . .wtf, damned him to hell man. . .ZzZ. . .

And thought I had closed the case. . .but somehow, it appeared again. . .sighz. . .and now, the ever increasing stalemate is only doing nothing but hurting me badly. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Well, damned Ril, no class at eight must inform early! ! ! At least I can get 2 more hours of sleep at least! ! ! Today's school very ordinary, as usual, mind wasn't in the mood for studies, well, due to some matters. . .then earlier on, told Jo about it, at least felt slightly better but then decision still up to me to make. . .must question myself and my heart. . .what do I want excatly? ? ?

Sighz. . .Tuesday, bloody fuking Cad class. . .damned ass. . .still wondering wtf I am doing in mechatronics. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Again, lazyness took over me for the past few days, not been updating since 6th. . .anyway, very quiet and pissed Thursday I had, damned ass father of mine. . .ZzZ. . .Friday, ZzZ. . .almost got mobbed by peeps from the club. . .ZzZ. . .phewz, escaped unscathed. . .Had football on Saturday, ZzZ, boots had a hole already but still used it, in the end, socks were damned wet. . .ZzZ. . .waited for night to come and Tiger Cup tie. . .nice job Singapore! ! ! This Sunday, gonna go down to watch them play in National Stadium. . .hehehe. . .yesterday, worked from morning till evening, had a damned wierd guest, saying she knew boss of SG. . . -.- Talking cock to me. . .duh. . .got home, also waited for Arsenal's game, and phew very close one there. . .haha, at least more FA Cup with Arsenal to come. . .

And there's some matters that I have been keeping all these while, still stuck inside of me, if this goes on, well, think I gonna blow up. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Been working night shift for previous 2 days, back home, lazy to blog, so aint new posts till now. . .haha, started at buffet counter at last. . .lolx. . .but all thanks to that, my colleagues keep calling me 'aunite' -.-" But buffet is fun and boring. . .top up, top up and top up. . .then wait for closing. . .Tuesday night aint that busy, but last night was ohh great. . .damned the prawns. . .ZzZ. . .wonder how many times I topped up the damned prawns. . .ZzZ. . .finally close the counter and end of top up time. . .phew. . .later gotta skip Ideas again. . .useless module. . .ZzZ. . .just get a just pass will do. . .dun need to waste effort and time on this idiotic crap. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Finally posted up my long piece earlier on. . .took me quite some while to organise my thoughts. . .well, now that 2004 is over, its 2005 and now that matters. . .for today, damned the weather, been freezing upon getting up. . . -.- Reached school, most of my classmate also abit off the mark in terms of punctuality. . .presented a talk on Arsenal's 49 games unbeaten run. . .well, what else I can think of? ? ? Arsenal and football in my head. . .plus someone else as well. . .kk, get back to here. . .electronics class, damned, almost fell ZzZ. . .good thing that it ended early, got time for me to grab lunch before my long 5 hour class coming up. . .in maths, also, ZzZ. . .good thing that been active through messaging. . .hahaha. . .then for C Prog. . .well, tried If Else. . .lolx. . .class playing with the statement and printf. . .lolx. . .hahaha. . .after class, got the textbook for Cad but shit Cad. . .abandoned the work after 5 minutes. . .damned. . .it's simply pissing me off. . .ZzZ. . .with tomorrow having a 4 hours of Cad, well, damned damned and damned. . .ZzZ. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Year 2004 of my life. . .

Year 2004, year of very mixed feelings I had. . .also at the same time, exposed to new experiences in work, social and school areas. . .ever since leaving Deyi, there has been a wierd feeling brooding over me in the first few weeks. . .hahaha, missed school huh? Lolx. . .well, been working in Breeks since late December, and stayed there ever since. . .had kind of struggle in the beginnning and in late January, suffered accident there, leaving me a deep cut beneath my lips. . .never mind that. . .February 's one of the memorable months I had. . .MTV Asia Awards 2004, not that I'm interested by it. . .but it was BoA's involvement that pulled me into going for the event. . .and ohh gosh, what mad days I had during 13 and 14. . .her flight arrived on 13th afternoon and since then, chased her from airport to Fullerton. . .waited with people from IRC but only to disappointed in the end. . .but as consolation, got tickets for MAA, went in to see her collecting 2 awards and performed live! ! ! Well, really, BoA rocked my Valentine's. . .other than seeing BoA in person, also made friends with people from IRC and even went out with them in the following months to come. . .MAA over, next main thing in the same month was the release of O's. . .well, only got 16, not quite of a good haul. . .registered for courses next and got into SP, taking Mechatronics. . .for March, quite of a quiet month, not much happenings except that I brought my bike to AMK after 2 hours of cycling from Tampines and since then, been cycling frequently. . .also, on Saturdays, been very active on football, trying my best to score goals frequently. . .didn't think that I will be involved in Deyi's Speech Day, this time, held early, -.- And seen Arsenal's treble gone but recovered to grab the EPL in style. . .played in a game on a pitch, argh. . .poor performance from me. . .ZzZ. . .Comes May, hahaha, got my hair dyed. . .brown, copper what ever ya see it. . .and since then, my hair colour haven been in large patches of black. . .hehehe. . .also registered for my place in school, had a chalet, but all thanks to poor planning, not that fun as I wanted to be. . .sighz. . .soonafter, got railed hard at work. . .ZzZ. . .but good news came after that were: Got a laptop and a brand new disc man! ! !

In June, month of slacking starts to sets in. . .hahaha, enjoying my lappy, also been catching Euro 2004 and also been to Wild Wild Wet. . .had fun there but went back with a strained neck plus SP Astro FO camp next! ! ! Holy shit. . .almost late for camp after waking up late. . .met up with the seniors and fellow 'freshies' in the camp. . .and lolx. . .really had some fun there. . .too bad that my neck too cranky. . .cant enjoy the observation. . .also, found out that some people there are living WMDs with their laughing. . .lolx. . .once they start, simply cant stop them. . .lolx! ! ! Soon after, attended orientation and seen some of my new classmates. . .ohh god, 3 butches. . .ZzZ. . .cant complain, after all, I'm in engineering. . .ZzZ. . .skipped the darn flag day 'cause Holland lost to Portugal where the idiotic referee helped the damned hosts and that caused me to flare up abit. . .so its good for me to just throw in $15 for the flag day to get 3 hours of my CIP. . .also, got my pair of Total 90III boots. . .just in time man, my Total 90II's near gone. . .July, starts of school, well, still idling around in first few weeks of class, and started to think that did I made the right choice of entering Mechatronics? ? ? August, haha, been to fireworks, yet another overnight again. . .but then really bad thing happened on 9 August. . .well not going to mention it. . .its pointless to grumble now. . .EPl started and weehee, seen Arsenal beating the living daylights out of teams. . .And also, had gotten my Arsenal jersey with EPl badges and Reyes printing. . .hehehe. . .just to leave my weekdays untouched from work, been working in weekends which deprives me of Saturday morning football. . .and that got a impact as I became rusty after a period of absence. . .its already like midway through the semester, yet I am still fooling around. . .ZzZ. . .wondered if Mechatronics is for me. . .near crunch time, October, last month to do serious studies. . .but then, still, playing around and meanwhile gets more involved in football in NYP. . .ok, exam time, but my battling instinct seems to have left me for the papers and I even skipped maths. . .argh. . .damned. . .also, SingAstro Fest, well, not bad of a event, stayed 5 nights in campus. . .sighz. . .not going to do that without proper sleeping conditions. . .cant sleep well during those 5 nights. . .then back to work again, abit rusty here and there after absence from work. . .but managed to clocked in quite a number of hours for that period. . .then Library Gang chalet. . .hahaha. . .better than 2003's and at least more group interaction. . .soon after, preparations for school again. . .yawnz. . .damned, arranged the timetable till I cant have any free time for lunch on Mondays. . .arghz. . .damned. . .and beginning to regret studying Mechatronics. . .Grrr. . .first 2 weeks still managable for me and soon Christmas arrived, had to work during the festive season but at least went through unscathed. . .had a gathering on Boxing day also and on same day, been to Highbury Pub for first time, enjoying my time there. . .with fews days of 2004 left, didnt realised that 2005 will be coming as thoughts were on the tsunami victims. . .wondered why this happened just before new year, dampening moods in the process as well. . .welcomed 2005 in a bored way, not much hype to me. . .

Feelings, well, as usual, there are high and lows for me. . .year 2004, quite of an average year for me, with exception that I learnt more within the months I am out there working. . .also, been trying to think for others as well, after all, I am a selfish guy without giving a thought for others. . .now I am learning to be more understanding and be more patient. . .those who knows me will understand what I mean. . .whether in football or others, the volcanic side of me has always been tempting me to get ugly. . .also, maybe its effect of long absence from school. . .I am very lazy now in terms of studies! ! ! No longer reading novels, doing homework. . .just only games and football in my mind. . .now that I am also getting distracted by other areas. . .well. . .hahaha. . .hopefully 2005, I will be better than what I am in 2004. . .

Resolutions: Get a girlfriend (That's my answer to someone's resolution. . .hehehe. . .)
More physical in strength and more endurance for football. . .
Lastly, ridding my slacking mood away. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~

Hahaha, not been posting lately, even though 2005 arrived. . .but then, well, it doesn't seems like its 2005 to me. . .first, for Friday, damned, buses were seemed to be screwing me up. . .waited like at least 10 mintues for the bus to arrived then when I got off at the busstop to board 74, damned, bus just drove off. . . -.-" Then next bus came and wanted to board, only to dragged by Jian Chong to wait Jian Ji with him. . .duh. . .finally Jian Ji arrived and got on next bus. . .tired, just dozed in the bus. . .ohh, great, 0900 lecture and I'm on the bus from that time. . .duh. . .reached campus, heck the lecture. . .waited for the next class. . .wahaha, thermo tutorial, my favourtie class. . .why? ? ? 'Cause lecturer simply rocks man, super good at talking cock. . .muahahaha and even dismissed the class early. . .hehehe. . .then lunch was next and, finishing lunch, went to club house. . .but no one there. . .waited for Kun Loong to get back after his pool. . . -.-" Hold key and go play pool. . . -.-" Lucky lappy with me, or else gotta stone at FC 5. . .*yawnz. . .dunno what's with me recently, keep yawning throughout. . .finally he came, at least got a good place to slack. . .then ECP thingy called off, before Remus called asking if wanna go steamboat. . .ok, since ECP off. . .went off to take a look at the binos I short-listed. . .damned $495?! What the fock, online price only $160 max after conversion. . .damned. . .anyway, not buying now, still time there to think about. . .waited for Jing Guo to get ready, in the end, reached Marina after 1900 when we are supposed to gather around 1800. . . -.-" reached the restaurant, but no shelter above us, got a feeling that we gonna shift. . .finally rain getting heavier and moved to a spot with shelter. . .but some of them called it a day already and the food seems like getting lesser and lesser. . .argh. . .didn't had a good time there. . .then off to Marina Square and bought tickets for Seed of Chucky. . .hmm, gonna sleep in cinema again I think. . .went to Esplande for countdown. . .well, big crowd despite fireworks called off. . .seen people hanging little kites up, went to look, ohh, wishing kites. . .went around with Anthony to look for the kites, and finally got them, write my wish, and hung it up. . .waited for 2005 to arrive. . .finally 2005's here, but to me, it doesn't seemed like its the new year, dunno what's the reason behind it. . .finally head down to catch the movie. . .argh. . .*yawnz. . .after 5 or 10 mintues, cant stand it, plugged in ear piece and shut my eyes. . .good thing that the movie ain't long. . .headed out to Kopitiam along Brash Besar. . .most of us stoned there for some time before finally ordered something. . .argh, didnt had a good bite earlier on, so got a bowl of noodles to fill. . .even after finishing eating, where to? ? ? Next was Orchard. . .but after walking past busstop, well, seems like everyone wanted to head home. . .then group broke off and went on own ways. . .argh. . .damned the bus guides. . .misleading crap. . .Kun Loong and I walked around Orchard before finally found a busstop with the correct Night Rider. . .but holy shit! ! ! Wrong direction! ! ! Rushed to the opposite side and met Zong Ye and Jing Guo. . .they also waiting for bus. . .but hahaha, NR1 came first, bade farewell and got on. . .argh. . .bus going rounds and rounds before finally reaching AMK. . .but then, a 15 minutes walk awaits me. . .grr. . .already sleepy and gotta walk. . .ZzZ. . .finally reached home. . .got lappy up and then stoned for a while before hitting the sacks. . .

When I got up, its already well past 1600. . .slacked and spent time on Diablo. . .but got sick of it and went to IRC. . .*yawnz, thought got outing to Highbury Pub. . .duh. . .Jeff not going, so no one went to orgainse. . . -.-" Heck it, showered, ate and went off to Queensway to buy Total 90 III Air Max 365. . .hehehe, got it for $95. . .Initially thought I gotta spend $100. . .shoes bought, next stop, Orchard. . .ohh damned, spent like 40 minutes just to hunt that pair of shoes?! But worth it. . .hahaha. . .reached Orchard, headed to Kinokuniya and got Arsenal magazine before going off to Highbury. . .ZzZ. . .good seats got reserved. . .quite a crowd there to watch Pool's game. . .and surprisingly, we cheered for Pool! ! ! What choice we have? With the mafia's goons leading the table, we gotta have other teams to do us a favour. . .but fock Riley! ! ! He seem intent on letting trophy getting out of Highbury. . .Pool should have won it not the mafia goons. . .bleah! ! ! After first game ended, waited for Arsenal's match. . .finally kick off started and usual cheers came. . .but this time, we got 'visitors'. . .some Pool fans came to make trouble. . .but of course, We Gooners are in jubilant mood. . .and uncle John won the cheer 'war' against Pool fans. . .hahaha. . .game ended, went home next. . .good thing that the bus empty and roads clear. . .within 15 minutes, back in AMK from Orchard. . .reached home, slack for a while before hitting the sacks. . .

Well, I promised that I will review 2004. . .sure man, I gonna post it later. . .but now let me organise my thoughts. . .

--~^kEnBoA^~